(Untitled)

[crazylaughboy]

Suddenly I feel so very lonley. And I don't understand. Yes, I haven't been single for 2 years. I should be able to function. I don't know what the combination is, but between that and something I just socially feel unable to let go and be myself. I feel as if I can't branch together a conversation. Its difficult to just 'be myself' in front of my

Comments

[trampledorchid]

DAN. I will be home on Saturday, and am then leaving on Thursday for Ship. WE HAVE TO HANG OUT before then. Or at leasssst watch a little of a certain movie. I miss you like none other.

xo

[youngdreamer87]

dan, i completely understand how you feel. All those questions you were asking yourself, are the SAME ones I am asking myself. I have now been single for almost 4 years and at times i wonder if there is something wrong with me. ya know? But also remember its good to question yourself ( like you are) because it helps us put things into perspective. Sometimes being by ourselves helps us figure ourselves out without the fear of hurting someone else (which has been my reason for the past 4 years). I have avoided the possibility of 2 relationships and its been hard for me to do, but I've done it that way because i dont want to hurt the other person and I'm also so FUCKING SCARED. but of what? exactly its still in question.

If you ever need to talk or anything let me know, I'm here.

keep your head up! I know you're strong!

*E*