i look into the mirror ( Read more... )

haunting ( Read more... )

everything moves
yet time stands still
a quick glimpse
a smile
a wave
and everything starts
up again
as if nothing happened
as if nothing happened

the world smiles
so knowingly
it looks so sure
so righteous
its smugness unsurpassed
for each day
it sees
one more person fail
to try so hard
and yet lose everything
and it watches
a whole lifetime
of work
gone

so i worked on my speech forever today, but at least im basically done. i didnt go out all weekend cus im sick, but i just went out to dinnner with dana and that was fun, cus we just laughed the whole time talked about things, which made me realize a lot. and how much ive changed, yet not changed at all. but today was overall, a good day despite ( Read more... )

have you ever had that feeling? like your whole life youve been looking for one thing...like ive always figured...well i mean, since i was like 7, ive had my whole life planned. i had my friends and we were gonna stay friends throughout high school, then id go to college where id meet my future husband get married have kids be a suburban mom that ( Read more... )

whats up everyone! haha, im happy right now....i just made up with dana its all good...dev's my hero as of the moment...mikes concert was amazing, for all of you who didnt go, your loss!

hi, its me...again, its been a long time since i wrote in this but i figured i might as well, im not really sure why, but i am, so deal with it...anyway, things are, for the most part, amazing. im actaully gertting along with my family which is a first, there's no school(automatically making my mood 5 times better than normal haha), i truly don't ( Read more... )

hi mny name is asly asd as i am very bnappy a you?

uh oh.........its partaaaaaaaay time