I really hate myself. I'm so unsatisfied with everything that is me. Today was just horrible with all the gay-jokes that i was called. On top of it all, i've been getting in fights with my parents left and right, and the worst is that i simply hate myself. I got in a fight with them and told them that i "can't wait to leave this family and never ( Read more... )

Special K and LSD ( Read more... )

These are the lyrics to Cartoon Heroes, a song from Aqua's new album. I know whenever anyone posts lyrics, no one wants to read them, but seriously READ THESE! it's awesome, and amusing. It's about cartoon super heroes.lol ( Read more... )

Well last night I had a really weird yet amazing dream (no, it was not sexual in any way). It was one of those dreams that you don't have very often and you only remember them because it seems like its in a place where you wish you could be ( Read more... )

This is Haifa, she's sooooo gorgeous!


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I finally ate something. I just actually had a real meal. See, I never feel like eating, so in the past four days i've been skipping a lot of meals and pretty much starving myself. It's not that i'm annorexic but I just don't always feel like eating. Food bores me. But I just had dinner a couple minutes ago, and i feel so much better. I don't feel ( Read more... )

I love Alanis Morisette. She's so cool. Can't get enough of those wonderful Canadians. I'm listening to her Jagged Little Pill album. That album gets me so fired up and makes me feel all powerful and stuff.hehe. All the music in the 90's was so cool. I don't know what happened to it ("idiot, maybe...just maybe...the 90's are over, duh!"). I wish it ( Read more... )

What Your Dreams Mean...


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I REALLY NEED A BOYFRIEND! I need someone to just fuck me hard right now. I don't know why, but i'm so sick of being single, a virgin, and closeted. Goodness. Someone just come and save me. I want a really strong beautiful man to come in my window at night and do..."things"...to me and then take me away, far far away. Ok whoever's reading this is ( Read more... )

well here i am updating again, and once again i have no idea what to put in here. Let's see...well i'm totally happy that it's memorial day weekend. Three days off.yahoo! I can't wait till this summer. It's gonna be so much fun. I'm going to Hawaii on a cruise. YAY! You never know, maybe i'll meet a cute boy on the ship. maybe *wonders to self ( Read more... )