Ok so, I am beginning to understand why people can't even keep with my life. It all came to me when I couldn't even keep up. So on Tuesday, I believe, I got into the biggest fight I think I have ever gotten into. I don't really want to get into, but it was about me kissing other guys when me and John were just dating. Yea, I keep naming off excuses ( Read more... )

So I never thought I could be this confident in a relationship after things went so bad. Saturday, I was talking to my dad and Patty on the phone, like we normally do once a week. Telling them what was going on and stuff like that. My mom asked me if I could take Josh to Garden City for a party. Ok. So then she kept yelling stuff at me about it and ( Read more... )

I'm putting this in here, so I don't have to repeat myself to everyone. It's very personal, but if you are reading this you probably are in my life. Let's go back to Saturday. Wayne and I got into a fight and he told me that he never wanted to speak to me again. Well thats that. I have so much stress building up in me, so much to worry about, so ( Read more... )

Have you ever woke up one day and realized people have changed? That was me on Friday. He left me crying, cause I knew that was the last time I was ever going to see him. Things are better this way. I lied to make him hate me and it actually worked. John is gone away in New York, which makes me very sad. We talk and goof around a lot. I have this ( Read more... )

So Tuesday was a day full of utter craziness. I was stressed cause I got into a fight with someone the day before. John picked me up and drove around with me for like 1 or 2 hours just to calm me down. Its just hard accepting that someone you have known for 2 and half years could be this mean. I never wanted things to turn out this way... Yea but ( Read more... )

Taken a picture naked? I had stockings on ( Read more... )

So Lindsey is probably the biggest whore I have ever met!

I love when the simple things make you the happiest person. On Saturday, John asked me to be his girlfriend. I mean its not really a simple thing, cause no relationship is. But those 5 words just made me so happy. I can't even think of the last time I was this happy. He told me that he is so lucky to have a beautiful girlfriend, which put the ( Read more... )

So today I actually think I did decent on my organic chemistry exam. I am so excited cause I was so stressed about it. So today, I finished something that I never really wanted to have an end. I cried like the whole time. I just feel like shit looking over all those memories. I wish there was something more I could do. While finishing that up, I ( Read more... )

So I am pretty drunk now. Got into a fight today with John, drank away my problems! Amazing!!!! So I am nice and happpy with life right now! By the way happy fricking late st. patty's day!