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Jul 01, 2003 18:48

Well, it was my 2nd day back at work today. Yesterday wasnt so bad but i hated today with a passion. Everyone kept getting on my nerves and in my way. I was very tired for some reason and we got released kind of late. Plus, it was so very very hot today. Just a bad mixture of shit i suppose but i really havent been the same since the thing happened ( Read more... )

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blackcloudscene July 1 2003, 18:20:20 UTC
Maybe you just need a couple of days to get back into the routine. I'm glad u had a fun time here, and can't wait till u get back. I'll try to call steph this weekend and see what's going on and shit..
-l8er-
Hannah

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HEY!! gsusxbunny144 July 2 2003, 19:14:57 UTC
hey nando!! well we were planning on hanging out with you when you were here. but i guess time ran out too quickly. im not sure why we didnt call you. Hopefully we will talk to you soon. we miss you!!
love always,
Laurie and Amanda (Nichols)

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Re: HEY!! crazynando July 7 2003, 15:06:25 UTC
Hey i miss you guys too. wow, i didnt expect to hear from either of you but I'm glad i did. Hey, next time i'm in town definately call me k? I miss you both.
Nando

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heartbroken poetryisecstacy July 7 2003, 01:51:11 UTC
hey baby.. how have you been? not too good from the sound of this entry. ive been a fuckin train wreck myself. i cant stand not bein able to talk to you. i cant stand all of this bullshit. its all way outa control and it all sux. i heard from my stepmom that i was as good as forgotten and that you didnt wanna risk your life for me and shit and that you never wanted to hear from me again and you didnt even wanna say goodbye. is all of this true? after i heard that shit i friggin lost it.. and thats why i havent tried to call or write to you or anything. i didnt think you wanted to hear from me. i think thats what hurt the most... and the fact that my stepmom said that you didnt put up much of a fight. why didnt you just tell her how you feel about me? atleast then she wouldnt have thought i was just sum gurl with a crush and a dream which are never gonna come true. i dunno what im saying... i just miss you.. thats all. i just want to hear your voice and for you to tell me that everythings gonna be ok. i just fuckin miss you. but thats ( ... )

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Re: heartbroken crazynando July 7 2003, 15:24:00 UTC
Hey sweetheart. I'm so glad that you're moving back home to be with your mom. I was with Wendy when she called you and you told her but i was so scared of your parents finding out that i told her not to tell you i was there. Your stepmom said that if i so much as even breathed in your direction that she would have me thrown in jail b/c her dad knows some very high ranking army people or something and they would call my commander. Baby, you are my whole world and you know it. Please try to understand that i didnt tell her the truth b/c it would have only made things worse. I told her i wouldnt talk to you again b/c i didnt want them to hurt you anymore. Of course I wasnt gonna let you go that easily. I just wanted things to calm down a little before i tried anything. I hope you can understand my actions and that i did what i did because i've seen it happen before and rebeling only made it worse. It was extremely hard for me to just hang up not knowing what would happen next but now it seems like its all gonna get better. I think about ( ... )

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Re: heartbroken poetryisecstacy July 7 2003, 20:46:00 UTC
im not mad at you.. im just mad at this situation. i dunno.. my mom made it seems worse on your part cuz i guess she wants me to hate you or sumthin... that i will never understand. i could never hate you.. when is she gonna get that through her thick head? but anywho... yea.. ive been at stacys house the last two days with the exception of work and thats how ive been gettin online... my mom took my computer away so other than here i have no way to talk to you unless i call you which ive been afraid of doing. i dont wanna get you in trouble.. you know that. i wouldnt be able to live with myself if i fucked up your life. but ill find a way to talk to you.. i pinky swear cross my heart hope to die stick a needle in my eye. but yea.. well i better go.. stacys gettin impatient. i love you.
luv always and foreva plus a day,
Stephanie

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