It's a NEW DAY!

[crazyncuteks]

So my brother is officially back home! They got home last night and so after work I went to visit for the evening. He's doing really well. He is complaining that his back hurts really bad. He had a massage therapist give him a massage but that didn't help. I gave him one last night but I wasn't helping any so he had me stop. I told him that he

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[crazyncuteks]

I'd rather not go into it. But he made the desision not to be with me anymore. I guess he wasn't willing to work on our relationship like I was. It's something that I have to accept and I'm doing ok with doing so. But thank you for your concern. :) *hug*

[strawberrychaos]

Oh, girl, have I been there... I understand. It sounds incredibly trite, but time really DOES heal all wounds. And the thing is, no one is worth you feeling miserable. NO ONE. You want to be with a guy who is there for you 110%. If you get less than that, move right along. Life really is too fleeting to waste time with someone who doesn't love you like you deserve to be loved. Take it from a girl who kissed a TON of frogs and finally ended up with her prince. :)

[crazyncuteks]

Thanks. I appriciate it. It just makes me sad because I wanted him to be my prince. He's so great. He makes me laugh like no other. I love his personality and ...and I just LOVE him. I still do. It's going to take some time and a lot of tears to get over that. I just never thought that this would happen. I wanted to marry him, have kids with him, grow old with him and die with him! We even had a plan for how we would be buried together. Sounds creepy but I thought it was incredibly sweet and romantic. I'm just going to miss that......A LOT.

[strawberrychaos]

That is very hard. :-( Maybe it would help in the grieving process to list all the things you didn't like about him (I think I saw on your journal a few entries back several things I would personally list. ;-) ). and then count your lucky stars you don't have to put up with it anymore. When you're in a relationship that makes you happy about 99.7% of the time, then you know you've found your prince.

[crazyncuteks]

Maybe someday I could do that but honestly I can't think about the "bad" things. I guess because I'm still in "save this relationship mode" and I believe things could get better. I'm not saying that I think that things will come around and we will get back together. I know that most likely won't happen. But The problems that we had, I don't know.... I don't know what to think any more. All I know is that I love him and I wanted things to work out because I wanted (I still do) us to be together. I've just got to work on it day to day, work on realizing that it's not going to happen. I wish him the best though.

[haircute]

It's fantastic to hear your brother is back! I hope he gets to feeling a lot better.

Too bad about the break up. Hang in there CHAMP!

[crazyncuteks]

Thanks! GaVin is doing alot better! I'll get to see him tonight for dinner. :)

Champ?! :) Just don't pat me on the butt and say good game ok?! :) I think everything is going to be ok now. I really do. What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger right?!

[haircute]

What you didn't realize is that I had already patted you on the butt after saying that and then I handed you a towel and told you to get in the locker and clean up. After that I went on to coach our team to victory in the most one sided Superbowl ever.

YES!

[haircute]

Well in that case.....do it again. haha :)

[_rejected_]

Hey, we're planning on getting everyone together next Tuesday for the name drawing for the Christmas exchange this year. So we're expecting you to show, and could you let Will know, since I don't think any of us have his phone #?

[crazyncuteks]

I will do that. And I'll make sure he gives you all his number. He's been kind of anti-social lately..... but we talked about it and hopefully that will stop.

[lusiphur220]

Damn, I apparently miss a lot when I'm not around. Jon loosing his job, you and Will breaking up, my brother needing a good kick to the head...granted that last one I kind of already knew.
Sorry to hear about the bad news, but good to hear about your brother. Just remember, if no one else says it, you're still one of the crew...despite the fact that I'm a long distance part of that crew.

[crazyncuteks]

Thank you! That means so much to me. :) Call Will some time. I know he needs his friends right now. Even if he isn't reaching out for them right now.

[lusiphur220]

Well, I would call the greasy bastard. There's just one small problem with that...what's his number? See, living out here no one has bothered to update me on anything. So yeah, no number "no love"

[crazyncuteks]

I sent you a text. If you didn't get it, give me a call and I'll give you the number.