Yea, i'm ok!!! just the way things work out, and things you have to face have gotten to me. I just wish that when i'm walking to where ever this hot guy, tall, slim, trim body, nice hair, mature, older then me(even by one year), educated(or at least trying to be), has a good job, crosses me and stops and just talks to me, and then we become in love ( Read more... )

I havent spoken to anyone in long time. There has been so much shit i've been going through these pass days. ANd its not like most of ya'll care any ways. I'm still alive but right about to die and confused.

ok im at vanessa's, and we just got back from the show, and eating with the boys. (wow i havent said that in a while) but either way, we didnt get there to the very end, but i showed up i tried. Next time i'll be there for the whole thing, Certain things that a nice little birdie told me kind got to me.

so I had a dream with people from school last night. Lets see I was walking down a hall and in this room i saw oscar but it was like he could only say hi to me he couldnt leave the room, then while i was walking i looked into more room and more people i saw. But at the end of the hall was drew which made no sense to me at all.

ok well i learned to drive stick, a couple days ago... either way life i getting hard... awwwwwwwwwwwwwhhhahhah

yesterday was fun. I went to work, saw my baby, went driving with vane. and Even went to go see patrick at boston market... well since it was raining yesterday the block that boston market was on turned off. So I was there in the dark and cold and wet. But it was good cause i got to talk to patrick and see him which i havent been able to do in a ( Read more... )

It never seem to amaze me the people i come across on a daily basis at work. The suprising thing is when you turn around and you see a face from your past, and the joy that it brings to me, that sometimes it even makes me move them up on the list. Yet there is those faces you are so suprised to see you just want to turn right around and no ( Read more... )

Having a boyfriend to do little things for and make him happy, makes me feel good. V-day is a big part in a relationship, just lets the other person know that like any other day how much you care just in case one day out of the year you cant use it v-day makes up for it. Its sad to think about the people that have to spend v-day alone. Everyone ( Read more... )

*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*/*My job is giving me more responsiblity. Today i will be running the show and i shall be the shift leader for the night. Makes me wonder if i should even take this place, i mean taking it will make me be more into work taking away from my school, friend, and boyfriend and of course family ( Read more... )

Lets see, there is soo much to talk to about soo many important days are coming up... like birthdays and v-day. Some days i'll do more and care more then the others. WEll so far i've been so busy with school, work, and my baby that i dont even know what day is today...