I fucking hate days like today. you think things will be okay even though you already know that they won't, but you lie anyway because it's a lot easier than admitting defeat before you're introduced personally. I'm sick of this town. I think I could actually break more things if given the chance. I can't believe how crazy this town has made me ( Read more... )

1. You are the most intense writer/thinker I know ( Read more... )

I don't think i've experienced such shear boredem like this in awhile ( Read more... )

Myspace is down as usual so it's time to really use this thing ( Read more... )

sometimes when people piss you off it's not always best to lash out in anger and say what you don't mean ( Read more... )

I know i'm pathetic when all I do is prance around on the fucking internet all day. I really had nothing important or significant to entertain myself with today, but sitting on my ass seemed readily available. I can't get over the fact that i'm still stuck on stupid shit. I should be smarter than this. I shouldn't care when it's not relavent to ( Read more... )

I can't wait to get back to Portland... I miss my friends there and the person I was.. i'm so jaded right now it's sickening... eh.. i'll be alright.

I can't wait to get back to Portland... I miss my friends there and the person I was.. i'm so jaded right now it's sickening... eh.. i'll be alright.

Myspace has become like a second home to me. I barely remember my way back to the drama filled Live Journal. Since i've been away from Portland a lot has happened there and surprisingly here in Quincy. I do hate Quincy, but I love my G-ma and I do need to gather my thoughts. Such a shame it takes me so far away from the most beautiful place i' ( Read more... )

It feels good to get this school type of shit in order and finally heading in a direction I feel comfortable with. What was I thinking? A Journalism major required more math than a Music major... go me! With the change of direction comes the feeling of what's next? and what does that mean entirely. It seems that I can't prepare myself for ( Read more... )