A person just IMed me, asking me who I am because I'm on his buddy list. We figured out he knows Sarah, and he must have gotten my screen name through her. This is the conversation that ensued ( Read more... )

I have to read Crime and Punishment within the next five hours. My room is really, really nice looking now. I can't wait to see all my friends again. Kathryn was driving me home in her van and she was going too fast when we went over a bump so we flew through the air like in the movies, crashed down and swerved for a few seconds. I couldn't stop ( Read more... )

Oh wow, OK. So now the box is talking to me now. And death juist doesn't seem to matte.r It's just on the box. Can you see? Really? please please please. oh fucking shit fucking hell

No see, its like it's never was once before. It was what it was a phone call and I do not remember what we would have been discussing. And I remember things, a few things, certain things, and it's OK. But honeztly, I mean I was honest. And it's OK, because I tried to be true, and I was, I believe. And I really miss you, like so much. But it's cool ( Read more... )

My cat is warm. And, OK, I love pausing tense scenes in movies because, if you think about it, when you do it, you are freezing this moment of incredible drama. And whether or not its real, it's like, the actor was feeling when he did it, you know? Anyway, CATS ARE WONDERFUL. You WILL like whichever animal you own the best, but NEVER UNDERESTIMATE ( Read more... )

I'm drifting off to sleep this very moment, and I wanted to document it because it's so nice. I'm in my big comfy bed. Exhausted. My eyes are drooping. And I'm very relaxed. My sheets are warm and my pillow is soft. And I'm ready. Goodnight.

I was reading a pamphlet of Hampshire. And they mentioned Liev Schreiber, an alumnus, being an up and coming film star. And I meant to look him up to see what movies he's been in. And then I watched The Manchurian Candidate, and I decided to make sure to look to see who plays Raymond Shaw, because he looks familiar and interesting. And his name is ( Read more... )

My standards are too high. (That makes me really sad.) Though I'll always appreciate the effort. (Now doesn't that sound condescending.) What's weird is, it disappoints me when other people's standards aren't as high. (Which is always.) What I'm trying to say is that I hate myself (what else is new) and I'm trying to change (as always) but I know I ( Read more... )

I like playing games with myself. If you think about it, there's lots you can do. Staying up 60 hours for example. I've been a vegetarian for a long time now. I stopped eating meat about 3.5 years ago, chicken 2.5 and seafood about 1.5. And now I don't want to call myself an official "vegetarian" anymore. Know why? Literally, I was looking at the ( Read more... )

( I've been living so long with these pictures of you, that I almost believe that the pictures are all I can feel. )