bah life is busy..lets see...

-relay for life
-prom
-sat's
-YIP stuff
-english papers
-drivings and then getting license
-plans for the summer (which reminds me...fuck im so dead if i wanna go to Mississippi...FUCK!)

ahhh...this is all too much right now!!! :-(

*stressed beyond imaginable right now*

sitting here listening to music trying to convince myself that i need to go on a run...lol. and i need to get some hw done as well....but thats another story. i had an ok day till i got to math.....fucking bitch. sometimes i just wanna....strangle her!!! ahh. ok after that everything went well actually. work was funny....i got a lot of weird looks ( Read more... )

yum...pudding! lol sorry just really needed to say that! hmm...i dont wanna get a prom dress! ugg actually i dont remember the last time i actually wore a dress. hmm...well...i kinda can...but...well...nevermind. ugg that was such a..happy time. eww and i dont feel like being all pretty and wear one now. lol its not really me...if ya know what i ( Read more... )

worked all week! wish i got more besides work done all week. ugg i really really dont want to go back to that place...that we shall not mention!!! really dont wanna go back there!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH ( Read more... )

umm so today i litterally spent the entire day cleanin up....7 loads of laundry, vacuming, trash, recycling and lets just say sooo much more ( Read more... )

this weekend was amazing...no...beyond amazing!! i wasnt depressed...which was...just wow! and i loved probably every second of it...well except for now because i am doing my hw and memorizing the last bit of my recitation...ugg i really wish i did not pick soo many lines. i went to see V for Vendetta Friday night with Richie and Kevin....OMG... ( Read more... )

recently i have been...i dont know how to exactly saw this but i guess having some issues with myself. ive been thinking a lot about...well everything. i just read and commented on Ali's lj and well a lot of what she mention i have been thinking about. and then there is a lot of it that i had pushed to the back of my head because it is too much to ( Read more... )

i really need to vent...because i just had yet another shitty day. ugg but i know no one wants to hear any of it...and im guessing that only Alyssa will read it or care. hmm...ok so i wont bother you all with this. ill just say...i dont understand why certain people are constantly out to get me.... or insist on trying to make me feel like shit the ( Read more... )

i look in the mirror...and i see a stranger. someone lazy and just...kind of anti social. Jr year has destroyed me. I never thought i would say this...but i miss sophomore yr. if i could relive it...omg...i would about a million times. anything over this. i mean that. i thought that my like was kind of turning itself around for once. and then today ( Read more... )

wow...for once in my life i had a good day. Well its been at least a month or two..or perhaps more in which i didnt have one day in which something terrible didnt go wrong, i didnt get completely stressed about school or life. It wasnt a completely out of the ordinary day...it was just...a GOOD day! and im really happy. i felt as if those days no ( Read more... )