boys drive me fucking nuts
i hate it

ughhh

i want to go to philadelphia already
and see my best friend mike
i miss him!!

working two jobs blows
i never have time
:(

i hate ittt

i wanna go to philadelphia
when i dont work at another job i have to at the other

just trying to save money

im scared

gre tomorrow
:(

quick refresher!

does anyone remember what STAR skills are?
cause i have no idea
and this guy i was talking to yesterday
mentioned it and i felt like an ass
its been like a year and half at starbucks and yeah.. weird!

anyone?

just once i wanna find a guy who isnt a scumbbag

i met a lesbian
and im in love

a foot in the right direction
im trying to take him out of my life
im not upset or pissed at the fact we didnt work out
im pissed about being lied to...
i hate liars

these last couple days have been hard
i cant help but feel this immense anxiety,guilty,sorry,anger and a bunch of other feelings

i feel kinda guilty for going off on him
i feel like an ass for lettin this happen
yet another one bites the dust

in trying to better myself and get myself focused on my goal
im not going to drink
im not going to smoke
im not going to do drugs
i'm not going to be the usual chanin

p.s.
maybe you'll realize this is for you

wow.
another great conversation
with him..
why is he changing this all of a sudden

apparently thursday im seeing him... and im nervous :(

boys are so complicated...

apparently im going to see him on thursday :( for snuggles and fun times
then ikea friday
ughhh he just doesnt realize all he has to do is ask and i'll be there for him

i dont know what we are anymore

does he know all i want is him?
NO