Ok.. so it's not strept throat, or scarlet fever.. and my doctor is stupid and never knows anything. He doesn't deserve the $84 I paid him -_-*

I think I may have Scarlet Fever.. going to the doctor tomorrow.

/sulk. This sucks.

Crystal left today.
I feel sad.

I wish i had a really really big bright light i could shine in the sky... so i could lay on the grass and watch the clouds go by. It always helps me to take my mind off things. Too bad it's dark.

I want to cuddle with you. You know why.

I was foolish to believe that even for a split second everything in my life would just fit into place. There is no word to describe this expression on my face; when you can't tell if your eyes are squinting from holding tears back or gaped wide with unbelievable surprise, denial. Yesterday was quite perfect and now... well, I guess people have to ( Read more... )

Who else feels as frozen as a popsicle!!!

Brrrrr

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I'm content with myself. :)

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SO.. In the past two days, I've talked to about 12 friends AND, coincidentally, all who have just recently gotten boyfriends and I'm like WHAT THE FUCK!! Why do I not have a boyfriend? Keep in mind I'm in no way jealous or envious or whatever of them, because they're happy and that makes me happy.. but I want my own happiness too damnit! I wish ( Read more... )