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creatingalegacy

} 033 - [VIDEO] - PUBLIC - a big ol' FUCK YOU

Jul 12, 2011 18:18

[Amanda's laying back in her hospital bed in the infirmary, and she looks like hell. Her eyes and nose are runny, there are dark circles of epic proportions beneath her eyes, and she's grimy with sweat. She radiates exhaustion...and defiance. Sarah and a few others have helped her get to this point.]

I've never made a secret of my heroin addiction. ( Read more... )

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whattheytellyou July 12 2011, 22:21:24 UTC

[...Well, it's not humble, but it's SOMETHING. Sarah's proud.]

creatingalegacy July 12 2011, 22:53:07 UTC

[Sorry, Sarah...Amanda just doesn't do humble. xD]

Private tadwizard July 12 2011, 22:34:38 UTC

Good luck. I know we never talk or anything, but being able to snap back like that after something like that is amazing.

Re: Private creatingalegacy July 12 2011, 22:55:38 UTC

Thanks. Last time was a lot fuckin' worse, so this one, while terrible, is gonna wind up being easier in the end.

Private tadwizard July 14 2011, 02:56:08 UTC

That's good to know. And that's probably a good way to look at it.

counturfingers July 12 2011, 22:39:39 UTC

I know about drugs--a bit less about these old-fashioned ones--but that's-- [He chuckles.] I don't really know you, but you have balls, lady.

creatingalegacy July 12 2011, 22:58:53 UTC

Thanks, that's quite the compliment.

[Of course it is. This stuff is only going to rub it in Hoffman's face that much more...]

counturfingers July 12 2011, 23:00:44 UTC

[He grins.] You're welcome. I'm Vila, if you ever need a thief.

[Private] creatingalegacy July 12 2011, 23:05:48 UTC

I'll definitely keep that in mind.

[Private] expectremorse July 12 2011, 22:47:26 UTC

[All of the triumph and potential to do good. all of the feeling of being needed. All of that is gone in one fell swoop and he's back in his cell writhing away.

The rage disappates-slowly. Then, he manages to text.]

Preaching bitch.

Do all of your lessons have to be some kind of sermon against me?

[Private] creatingalegacy July 12 2011, 23:05:13 UTC

You made it against you this time. You chose to shoot me up.

You made your bed, you stupid fuck, now lie in it.

[Private] expectremorse July 12 2011, 23:11:23 UTC

[He is reading all of these conversations that he can see Amanda. and he is fighting back rage. Then again, he has a warden. A good warden who'll take care of him, who is giving him important work to do.

Otherwise things will happen.]

Well I paid. Can we end this shit now? You had a vendetta about me before your little fucking...playing the hero shit.

You honestly think this changes a goddamn thing?

Re: [Private] creatingalegacy July 12 2011, 23:29:05 UTC

It changes a lot. I've got more sympathizers now--and it's all thanks to you.

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Private stopthat_destro July 12 2011, 22:49:41 UTC

Well said.

Private creatingalegacy July 12 2011, 22:59:57 UTC

Well thank you. I'm aiming to make Hoffman squirm as much as I can...though I'm sure that's pretty obvious.

Re: Private stopthat_destro July 12 2011, 23:28:20 UTC

He certainly deserves it. Is it working?

Re: Private creatingalegacy July 12 2011, 23:31:48 UTC

Pretty sure it is. He knows I'm going to stay sober and he can see all these public conversations; his little stunt to make me look worthless caused me to gain sympathizers. He knows he failed so badly that he managed to damage his own cause and bolster my own at the same time.

If anything could make this pain worth it, it's that.

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