I'm leaving for NYC right now. I love you all and you'll hear updates from me via text...

I'm leaving for New York City on Thursday..I'm kinda scared.. but I know that I'm going to love it.

I've made a life changing decision, and I can't be any happier.

♥

My oh my has it been a while since I've updated......not much has gone on since last ( Read more... )

I really don’t know what to write about. But, I’m here to write. My life is in shambles. I have no idea what to do with it lately. My birthday was a blast. The day before my birthday I went to the zoo with my grandma which was fun, besides going after her and trying to find her after she got lost. The day of my birthday I had to work 11-7 but ( Read more... )

So lots have been going on, and so little time to tell about it. I’m currently living at my new house. It’s a cute place. I still don’t like that it’s a mobile home, but you know, who cares? It’s a roof over my head and that all that matters. I shouldn’t care so much about where I live. As long as I’m stable, and I have a roof over my head and food ( Read more... )

I can’t do it. I can’t. I don’t have the heart to do it. He’s my baby. We’ve been thru everything together. When I have no one to talk to about my issues, he was the first one to cuddle up with me and listen. He was a GREAT listener. As I sit here on my bed and just look at him sleep, tears come to my eyes. He was born underneath my bedroom dresser ( Read more... )

I'm putting down my cat tomorrow and I don't think I can do it. but I have to. I don't want him to suffer any longer.

This seems like the hardest thing to do in my life, yet things have been worse

I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately. I’m struggling a lot with who I am. It shouldn’t be this big problem, but it is. I don’t know what my purpose is for my life. I don’t have a clue what I want to do the rest of my life. My life isn’t going anywhere. I just come home from work, and sleep, then get up for work, go to work then come home. I ( Read more... )

So last night was my first night at my apartment and I was supposed to move my things in but I was unable to because I over slept and no more then 5 minutes after I get to my moms, Gail calls and wants me to come in early. It felt kind of weird to stay over, but hey, I’m going to have to get used to it if I’m going to be living here a couple months ( Read more... )

Oh dear, I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately, maybe a little too much. I finally got a new cell phone with Verizon. It’s got a plan on it, which feels soo GOOD. It’s hard to realize, but I’m becoming an adult. Becoming an adult kind of freaks me out, but I’m willing to let it grow on me. I’ve got a cell phone with a plan on it, not prepay. I’ ( Read more... )