My Happy New Year - My thoughts after the celebrations stop

[creed22770]

Well my friends the Holidays are over, both Christmas and New Years.  So although I had a blessed time I always seem to be my lowest after all the celebrations are over. I guess to know a little more about myself is that I am the type of guy who can be lonely in a room full of people.  I have always suffered from a “George Bailey Complex” and for

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[thisisdavid]

I will be your friend. :)

I think we both suffer from what I like to call The Martyr Complex. We think about other's wishes more than our own.

Glad you have a good guy though. :)

Thanks!

[creed22770]

Thank You andthat means alot. you can never have too many friends. and yes I think your right about the Martyr complex. I will be your friend too David!

Thanks!

Chris

[ghosthuntercub]

You know, on the inside and in relationships, we've both traveled very similar paths. I too wanted to be popular... wanted people to like me.. and always put my own desires, wants, and needs on hold for the wrong people (as if there's a 'right person' to do that for? lol). I think we both use humor to show that things are wonderful on the outside while we're screaming or crying on the inside

Thanks!

[creed22770]

Thanks sweetie, and you mean alot to me as well as a great friend. And yes we should all make this year a grea one for all of us. You deserve all the best too!

Warm Huggs!

Chris

And the Boyfriend chimes in!

[liam021471]

Sweetheart, you have the uncanny ability to both make me so very happy, and make me wanna cry uncontrollably.

Yes, we are a couple, and yes I love you with every fiber of my being, not because of anything you do, but just because you are YOU! Take away the condo and the nice car and it won't matter to me, because those are just things, and you are an amazingly kind and loving person.

I get depressed sometimes that we don't get enough time together, if I ever seem like I don't want to see you, I can assure you it's not because I don't want to see you. I hate to see you running yourself ragged. There are too many people in your life pulling you in too many directions. If I have too, I will give up my time with you so you can have the time to yourself. How often do you really get time to be by yourself? I treasure mine.

This will undoubtedly be our year, I am planning all kinds of things. I want to be with you anywhere and everywhere!!

You already have friends too dear, whether you realize it or not.

Re: And the Boyfriend chimes in!

[creed22770]

TThanks sweetheart, I really appreciate it and appreciate you. I love you for you as well. A persons money and possessions may define a person as to thier tast and likes but thats about it. As these things are but temporary and can be taken away at any time and can be given in the same instant. What is always left, as no one can take own or take it away from you, is who you are as a person. I know I have alot of obligations but like I mentioned its the I want to please everyone else view of life, but always have time for you and want to spend my time with you. I thank you for being here for me and being you. I do love you soo much. I want and hope I am everything you need in someone as well. I am still up in the air on the friends as I guess I need to just start trusting people again slowly and seeing. I don't worry too much about my personal time, I guess its the habit of waiting on others and making them happy that I really don't demand any anymore lol oh well I am fine. But will need to break a bad habit now and let more

[colettes_grave]

Chris...

It's so good 'finding' your site.

A very happy New Year to you!

Also, I want to leave a thank you for making Liam so happy (he means the world to me - I am sure you know this).

I hope 2008 is a banner year for you and that we get a chance to know each other better

{hugs}

Colette

Thanks!

[creed22770]

Thanks Colette,

Happy New Year to you too and yes it will be great to get to know you and Erin better as well.

Huggs!

Chris