I'm not sure I know how to do this any more. I feel like I've given up on all my extracurricular thoughts... you know, the weird ones. I've developed more "healthy", mind-numbing habits like doing what I'm told
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it's good to lj hear from you, cheesy as it might seem. you're so citified these days. i guess i'm one to talk. going back to louisiana over labor day, i finally realized how little i felt at home here, even though i wasn't home there either. i know what you mean about having time on your hands to be crazy. kind of nice, and scary, and stupid because i've been able to forget about emotions for so long. suddenly i'm all excessively womanly again. but it feels better in some ways. and really, i can go as crazy as i want now because i have that degree. you're kind of the most magical person i know. even after 2.5 years of being in an intellectual hole, magic seeks you out. (and, like magicians themselves, magic is generally a little creepy.) i hope no matter how much it annoys you, it never stops. and if it ever does i'll make it happen.
i've been day dreaming a lot about our appalachain hike.
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i know what you mean about having time on your hands to be crazy. kind of nice, and scary, and stupid because i've been able to forget about emotions for so long. suddenly i'm all excessively womanly again. but it feels better in some ways. and really, i can go as crazy as i want now because i have that degree.
you're kind of the most magical person i know. even after 2.5 years of being in an intellectual hole, magic seeks you out. (and, like magicians themselves, magic is generally a little creepy.) i hope no matter how much it annoys you, it never stops. and if it ever does i'll make it happen.
i've been day dreaming a lot about our appalachain hike.
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