I don't think I can spend another minute around my parents. Today was going really well until Dad got home... so correction- I don't think I can spend another minute around my Dad. I don't know why he pisses me off so fucking much... but it seems like almost everything he does is to irritate me- and he knows about it so he just does it more. I just ( Read more... )

So I lied about New Years. It turns out that I am not ok with spending it alone. My dad wouldn't even bother to change the channel to watch the ball drop with me. On top of being alone I am sick. I think I'm coming down with a head cold. The same one that my mom had, gave to my dad, he gave back, and now I think one of them has given it to me ( Read more... )

So I'm spending new years at home by myself yet again... and earlier today I was a bit upset about this, but I don't really mind anymore. I kind of enjoyed spending the time with my parents. We very rarely get to just spend time together, usually we are doing something else during that time (watching tv, eating...). It was nice just to be with my ( Read more... )

"I'd rather spend my life near the birds, than waste it wishing I had wings"

I've been wandering if this is true about me. Because I kind of hope it isn't. I'd hate to think I'd be happier just being near successful people, than actually striving towards that success for myself.

Christmas always makes me feel horrible. People take the time and money to buy me gifts but I am never happy. The gifts are fine, there's nothing really wrong with them. But I always want something just slightly different. Why can't I just be grateful ( Read more... )

It is so hard to beleive that this semester is almost over. It feels like senior year has just begun and in reality it is halfway over. I have been looking forward to college for so long now, but I'm beginning to think I may miss highschool. Well... not the school really, but I will miss the teachers and the students. I was thinking the other day ( Read more... )

Hey guys, I was wondering if any of you would help me out. I'm trying to get this scholarship for college and I need people to vote on my entry. If you could help me out that would be A-MAZING!!!


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So... I intern in a freshman Earth Science class for first period. And all through the year there has been this guy.... I've caught him looking at me a lot (of course he has a tendency to stare off into space so this could mean nothing) and I really really like him... like a lot. I really looked forward to first period because I got to hang out ( Read more... )

My cousin just broke up with her boyfriend of almost two years. I thought they were perfect for each other, they did almost everything together. I honestly thought they were going to get married. If those two- who were perfect for each other- can't make it, what are the chances that I will ever find a guy? And if I do is he even worth the ( Read more... )

Has anyone else noticed that most of the twilight fandoms seem to be fanfic sites now. I miss all the cool conversations we used to have. I have nothing against the fanfic people, but it seems like that's all there is anymore. Especially topazanddebussy. They used to be my favorite fansite and now it's just fanfiction. It's kind of depressing, ( Read more... )