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[crescentblue8]

it's all stuck. close enough to the surface that i can feel the intensity of the emotion burning my under layer of skin as if a flame too close for comfort. but still far away. i hate not being able to cry these tears. there are tears. i can feel them. yet they won't come out. instead, they cause my days to be clouded over in mist and nothing is

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[kcerda]

we totally need to hang out soon.

I heart you!!

[raineyface]

Just take everything one step at a time. I miss you!! I called you a few times the other day. Call me when you have time. I heart you!
Heart,
Me

[jessto1]

:( please don't jump :( I hope you are able to cry soon, I think it will do you good. Crying cleanses the soul. I hate not knowing what to say. I hope you know that I am ALWAYS here for you. Through thick and thin! I also hope you gradually start eating again. Your body needs nourishment and energy. I hope you are able to get your piles of work done this weekend. I know it sucks and it is hard, unfortunatly it's one of those things that just has to be done. I also hope that you are able to share some smiles, giggles, and laughter tonight at Ben's birthday party. It will do you some good. I love you babe and I am thinking of you ofton.
All my love,
Jessi

[verseau130]

Ditto here, except I do cry...but mostly just feel tired and dazed. Carly I think you need to come over so we can cry together and snuggle. And do tarot readings. I'll do a reading ("card picking") for you...but you'll have to read it....lol. We really need to snuggle and talk and stuff, because you are so important to me.