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[crespescular]

Some things just aren't fair. Life has its little splits and splatters that it spits at us and we're just supposed to react normally. Well, how should we react to this? I suppose we just go on living, for ourselves and for those that couldn't. Or wouldn't. I suppose that's what they would want us to do, though they obviously didn't think of the

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[mzsyn]

I wish I could offer some words to make you feel better. I don't know the story but I sincerly hope you get through this for yourself. All of us have regrets. You just have to get past them. And don't take anything for granted. Big loves coming your way from little ol' me. Take care Sara, your heart is beautiful.

[crespescular]

Thank you, Share. I'm truly worried for those that knew and loved him. It will be a tough road ahead for them. Mine is a regret for not knowing him. Theirs is a pain that will haunt them because they loved him so much.

[curiouspandora]

You know what's funny? About 5 yrs ago I use to walk around City Club and introduce myself to people I've never seen there before. I would introdue these people to my other friends and so on.
I meet a lot of people by doing this and developed a shitload of friends...so the next time you see a random person, give a smile and maybe even a hello...you never know what can come from this act of kindness.
Don't feel sad about never knowing Andy. Granted he was an amazing human being but you can not deny the law of fate. This situation should make you appreciate your life and your friends even more so than you already do.

[crespescular]

I am sad, Eva. Because there were many times I saw him at the club and thought that I should have introduced myself but I didn't. I remember one time dancing right next to him and laughed with him when some drunkass bumped into him. But that's all. I always thought "ok, well...NEXT time I go to the club i'll introduce myself." Next time...

But now...there is no next time. And I hate it. I'm all mixed up with anger and sadness. And I just wish I would have just said hello.

I hope you and those who knew and loved him are ok. I didn't even know him and i'm tore up inside. I can't imagine how hard it is for you. Take it easy, Eva. Call me if you need me (or maybe if I need you!) (313) 418-1684

[megalomaniac83]

I feel the same as you...it sux SOOOOO bad:( And I have been crying too. And only met him a few times. Mostly for all those he left behind that are in pain now. feel better hun;)

[crespescular]

Thanks, Sam. We'll get to see him again. Maybe (hopefully) not for awhile, but one day.

Take care.

Not easy to let go

[digitalblastomy]

The viewing was rough the other day. I did not go to the funeral the next though. Seeing his body and saying goodbye is one thing, seeing a coffin disapeer into the ground for ever is another. I knew andy for about 3 years. It will be stange never to see him again.

Re: Not easy to let go

[crespescular]

Oh Josh, i'm so sorry for the loss of your friend. I'm glad you got to say goodbye though. Hopefully it will be some closure for you, even if it is the smallest bit.

I can't seem to shake this awful feeling I have about his death. I just wish I could have known him. People tell me he was an amazing person.

*hugs*