Hmm, seems like depression has set it's evil claws upon me again...this sucks. I mean...I'm fine one day, and then the next I'm depressed and sad, it really doesn't make sense, and I'm sick of it
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Ditto what Ayva said, but I also wanna add you might talk to your parents or a docter about getting on anti depressants. It's a scary thing to fucking say but trust me, Noccy, it's worth it. 2 months ago I was bitter, self hating, and falling into all my old habits and then my doc started me on Paxil and I feel BETTER.
You think I'd be going back to school if I was the same person I was two months ago? Hell no, I could barely drag myself to work and now I'm back up to 40 hours.
And like Ayva said, we're here for you sweetheart. I'm always around and you can talk to me. *mwah*
I'm fine one day, and then the next I'm depressed and sad, it really doesn't make sense, and I'm sick of it.
I want to go back to being the way I was before, a happy and normal child, not one that sits his ass in front of the computer 24/7 doing nothing, nothing producting, just fucking reading and writing shit that doesn't matter.
Alright, hun, you just described me, only you used the masculine pronoun instead of the feminine. Did you even see my last entry? I just broke down crying on my treadmill for no good reason! It's because we're lame teenagers, hunny. I'm sure it'll pass. It better *shakes fist* Cuz if it doesn't...
Life is stupid. That's the way it works. Right now we're just biding our time until we get jobs, married, and spurt out mooching kids just like ourselves for the rest of our fucking lives.
Okay... So I'm probably not in the best mood to be trying to make you feel better... I'll come back later.
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You think I'd be going back to school if I was the same person I was two months ago? Hell no, I could barely drag myself to work and now I'm back up to 40 hours.
And like Ayva said, we're here for you sweetheart. I'm always around and you can talk to me. *mwah*
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THanks again.
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I want to go back to being the way I was before, a happy and normal child, not one that sits his ass in front of the computer 24/7 doing nothing, nothing producting, just fucking reading and writing shit that doesn't matter.
Alright, hun, you just described me, only you used the masculine pronoun instead of the feminine. Did you even see my last entry? I just broke down crying on my treadmill for no good reason! It's because we're lame teenagers, hunny. I'm sure it'll pass. It better *shakes fist* Cuz if it doesn't...
Life is stupid. That's the way it works. Right now we're just biding our time until we get jobs, married, and spurt out mooching kids just like ourselves for the rest of our fucking lives.
Okay... So I'm probably not in the best mood to be trying to make you feel better... I'll come back later.
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I admire your courage and strength to do what is required in order to make your life better.
One of these days I am going to act on what I've learned from your decision. Let's hope I will be as strong as you are.
Take care.
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