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[crevoiserat]

Every once in a while I miss my dad, and it's really hard for me to deal with.

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[starrhythm]

I bet. :( *huggles*

[crevoiserat]

*hugs* You know it's been over ten years except for court crap? It's... just mind boggling.

[lupinedream]

*hug* may I ask about this?

[crevoiserat]

It's a very long story, but I can say my dad was very abusive, mentally and otherwise, and crazy. Blind rages and whatnot. Didn't help that he was a detective with a bunch of guns, heh. Anyway, incident happened, we manage to calm him down, the next day when he was at work we packed everything we could and never saw him again except for a testimony and restraining orders. And yeah, that's the short story, haha.

But... there's still a part of me that remembers the few times he was kind and... sometimes I miss it. I hear he has other kids now and I wonder how he is with them. I don't know if now that he's retired he's not as crazy or the old age has calmed him or what, but I suppose it's morbid curiosity.