I miss you and it's only the first day

Aug 18, 2004 23:40

All I think about, all I care about, all I know about has been left in CT. Now I'm here, in Chicago, with nothing else to think about but how much I miss Amber, and what my classes are going to be like, and how the heck I am going to transfer my money to a new bank so that I will be able to write checks. yeah those last two things take extremem ( Read more... )

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mspitiful August 19 2004, 08:57:57 UTC
hey cal, i know these days are going to be hard, but jus tthink of how great it will make you feel when you're back together, and to know that you got through the days without her. if you can do this, you can do anything. just keep that in mind.

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crewchild2000 August 19 2004, 16:02:29 UTC
i am, i have been. but it just doesn't take away from the pain of missing someone

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Hey Dude! sokrgal4god August 20 2004, 08:50:11 UTC
Hey its Ondi! Member me from CHIC2K3? Of course you do! lol Well I am off at college too, I'm a bit homesick, but I think I might get over it soon. Check out my LJ if you like, I haven't posted in awhile but thats alright. I am at California State University Chico, so yah. Have fun in college and lets keep in touch! Luv ya dude! God loves ya too!
Ondi

Ghandi without the G! lol

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Re: Hey Dude! crewchild2000 August 20 2004, 11:00:12 UTC
awsome stuff, yeah I'm not homesick, just missing my girlfriend. That's all. keep in touch and yes i will check out your LJ

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lpstudio999 August 21 2004, 20:09:31 UTC
Yeah, Cal, I know I should think this through, and I have. No matter how much I love someone, I know what type of person I am, and that means I won't be able to be apart from my significant other. That's why I'm in awe of who you are; you're stronger than I could ever be in this situation. Maybe in the future I'll find my strength, but as of now, I'm just bleh. I hope Amber gets better, give her my blessings the next time you talk to her.

Your brother in Bangarang,
B-Mack

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crewchild2000 August 21 2004, 21:07:58 UTC
Dude, you'll be surprised how much strength you have if you want it. College is a point of change, and change can happen the moment you get there. Hell, I'm on the ball and taking charge of my life and I've only been away from family for about 4 days, this would never if I was at home. I keep track of everything. So who knows, but of course you are the one who can actually make a decision. But it really isn't that bad if you just stay in contact.

Amber is getting better, and fast.
Talk to you on the Rufi-O side

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coolpantsgrl August 22 2004, 18:53:02 UTC
are you going to north park? i love that school, i wish i could afford it. i stayed there over spring break. chicago rocks.

im sorry you miss your girlfriend. -Rach

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