Depressed

[cricketlover]

No one's on this site anymore. But I really don;t care. My life's in shambles and I feel I need to vent my negative energy somewhere. Life could not get any worse. Calc test tomorrow. They should make rules about not giving tests on the first day of school. My teachers are all so weird

Comments

[topsy_kitten]

Aww, I'm sorry things suck right now. I'm still on the site, just not publically using my lj. I can try and make you feel better by saying things will get better, although I haven't really noticed it yet. I guess all I can really say is just remember, only 2 more years and you're in college. Free. And we'll all look back at HS and think about how stupid it all seemed, all the stuff that we get all stressed out about now... I hope your mom gets better soon. Do you know what it is? I remember a couple years ago she had to go get some test done on some tissue or something, is it that same problem? (Or maybe that wasn't something being wrong with her, maybe it was just a normal test, in which case ignore my rambling.) If you ever need help with calc and don't wanna ask your dad, you can always call me (or email me). I can't guarantee I can help, but I can try.

[cricketlover]

One of her kindneys shrunk. They've been doing tests for a year and my dad's been saying its the kidneys, but the doctors refused to listen. Finally when its too late they listen.
The one good thing about Claremont High: Cute Indian Guys. Including a pair of twins.

[topsy_kitten]

Ahh, cute guys, that's really important. I forgot to mention, this is my last week working weekends, then I'm switching to weekdays, so I can come see you soon if you aren't really busy. I was thinking maybe next Saturday (although I'd have to be home by 5 for an acadec meeting) or the Saturday after that, which so far is completely free. Without Noah's Ark I'd be able to leave around like 7 or 8 in the morning, so I could be there at like 11 at the latest, and stay until 2 if it's next Saturday (the 18th) or later if it's the next week. After that my UCSB class starts, so I'll have to see how much time I have, but I'm sure I could come down then too if that's more convenient for you. It's just a matter of me convincing my parents to either take me or let met go myself. Anyway, either of those days sound good or you want me to wait til your mom's home or school's been going longer or something? (Also, if I go with my parents, I can bring someone down with me)

[cricketlover]

Come on September 18th. It's my birthday.

[raisinous_fiend]

aw, i'm so sorry to hear that. i hope everything gets better soon. and your mom will be okay.:) and remember, sooner or later after a bad period of time always comes a good one. just sit tight. it'll be okay. :)

[yukelele]

a couple of days ago i was sitting outside on the lawn in the center of Yale's campus, and my friend who i was sitting with says "are they playing cricket?" and points across the grass. sure enough, people were playing cricket. i had never seen that before. it made me think of you. cricket is a fun game.

transitions are hard, but it'll be ok, i think.

[this_is_sue]

Hey Asmita! I miss you so much, and I'm so sorry that things aren't going all that well for you right now. DP really isn't the same without you--I keep thinking, where is Asmita? I'm sure that academics, at least, will be no problem for you, and hopefully things will get better after awhile. I hope your mom gets better soon! And it seems that Claremont does indeed have its perks--enjoy the cute guys, they seem to be in shorter supply around here.

[raisinous_fiend]

Happy Birthday to youuuu, Happy Birthday to youuuu, Happy Birthday dear Asmita, Haaappy Biiirthdaay tooooooo youuuuuuu!!!

:-D

[cricketlover]

Aww. You remembered. Thanks so much. It means a lot to me.