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May 22, 2006 09:08

so its 2 am and i hate my life, more specifically i hate my self, for those of you who dont know, before persephone was born, i had an affair with shainas best friend Erika(no sex just a couple makeouts and a few ilove you texts) and it was the biggest mistake of my life and from the arguments that seem to take place every other day, and from the ( Read more... )

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How will she breathe if you steal her nose? shadowafterdark May 22 2006, 18:35:24 UTC
I love that it says you posted this at 9am when I was watching you sleep...our computer is so freaky! I love you and Persephone loves you. It just hurt so bad and I sometimes feel like a part of me died because of it. I don't think you really understand what it felt like. I mean, the lies, the late nights, the fear that something had happened to you when really you were just too afraid to answer your phone. It served to make me question myself and my worth. But if I didn't want to stay with you and work it out (somehow) don't you think I would have left the day I found out instead of almost 5 months later after I started planning our wedding? Yes, I sometimes have doubts, but that's normal. I've never stayed in a relationship after something like this because I just didn't care that much. I care about you. I could have left you a thousands times, but I didn't. I could have told my family and had you completly ostracized, but I didn't. I didn't even tell the friends I knew would be judemental about it because I didn't want ( ... )

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sadistfarewell May 25 2006, 04:39:05 UTC
mannnno shoh man

drunk agian

so to totally riun your seriouslys sourilysious post...i'm druink...again. BITHRDAY IS AWESOME....anyway...

i tried calling you that night you old me to...but you din't answer...silly

we love you!!!!!!!!!!!!! or me

audra gets ready for med and i'm dytping now

whooray

stuff

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