I think alot. I think a lot abotu the same thing. I cry a lot. I cry alot over the same thing. Sometmies I wonder... And it's about the same thing. I know how allof this came about, I know why it's here and why its teh way it is... It's because I did it. I became lazy, I smoked pot everyday 15 times a day. I spent the money on it instead of her. I ( Read more... )

One day at a time I guess. Time fixes everything. I miss you. <3

Anyone wanna do anything today?

I've thought of so many analogy's to describe how I feel. No one is better than the other. So I have come up with this. This is for me. I smothered her. I fucked it up. Now I have to suffer. She had for too long. I'd do anything to take it back. That's the sentence that sums it all up ( Read more... )

No words come to mind. Other than... Fuck.

Fuck.

Brusha Brusha Brusha! I miss my baby. To the post office... Then... Work!!!111oneoneone

I got stitches... And I'm out of tooth paste.

I am troubled. I woke up and can't stop missing her... I am lonely.

I am sitting here. Bored. Confused. Stressed. I need someone to talk to... Well not to talk to, to save me. This is my time to rant. But I don't know what to rant about. I'm not sure that I have what it takes to go back to that...

This isnt what I want to be.