I think that maybe I'll try and go back to Edmonds-Woodway next year. But who knows ( Read more... )

i am lonely.
i am confused.
i am angry.
i am busy.
i am stressed.

i was going through last year's yearbook today and i started crying.

i wish that i had even one good reason why i should stay at lynnwood.

i wish that i didn't feel so fucking lonely and alone or whatever.

i wish that i wasn't so young.

i wish that i knew who i am.

i wish that i wasn't a ( Read more... )

I'M TYPING
I'M TYPING LOL
I'M TYPING
BUT I'M NOT LAUGHING!

<3

i feel soo good. 8)

o man. soo tomorrow's the ap test-- and after studying nonstop for the past week, i feel really really prepared. i'm going to do really good i think. :) i hope so, anywaysss.

tonight i'm going to watch the history boys (my current favorite favorite favorite movie) and then go to bed really early.

and then tomorrow after the ap ( Read more... )

lonely.
confused.

motivated.

so yesterday i bought some pretty cool shoes ( Read more... )

i feel kind of like shit and everything is kiling me.
but if you wanted i could tell you a lot about the ussr.

okay, here is a short synopsis of my life as of late:

+ bright eyes was motherfucking amazing.
i mean, it certainly wasn't the best concert that i've ever been to--
but fuckfuckfuck i thought that it was great.
but even better than the show was the ride there and back. :]
i got a ride from allen, brent's best friend.
it was allen, allen's ( Read more... )

last night was the best night of my entire life.

well, no one could go with me to the show, but that ended up being for the very best, i think. i've discovered that i like going places all by myself. =] so anyways, i showed up to the show about fourty-five minutes early because i'm a freak, and i got in line and had a cigarette and stuff while i ( Read more... )

i like playing the guitar a lot and i'm practicing everydayyy and stuff and it's real good. even though sometimes i play until my fingers bleed and that hurts a lot. and actually right now as i'm typing my fingers feel like needles are going into them everytime i hit a key-- maybe i'm playing the guitar for too long. shit, first time in forever ( Read more... )