I'm s'prised I get time ta write in this... or c'n be bothered...
'Specially with all the stuff there is ta do 'round here! Rude an' I found this awesome club th' other night, whupped some ass-cracks at pool an' the usual. Got pretty drunk. I can' r'member much... 'cept I think Rude carryin' me home... an' somethin' ta do with my head somewhere white an' shiny an' pukin' everywhere.
Charmin'.
Been havin' those dreams again.
Why won't they fuckin' leave me alone?! I haven' had 'em fer at least a few months, an' suddenly I have two nights in a row. Hope I didn' make any noise... shit scared Rude's gonna hear somethin'. He hasn't said anythin' yet... maybe he slept through it... or maybe I didn' make any noise this time.
I really don' want another one. They're gettin' more real.
I c'n actually feel things now in it... s'not jus' seein' or hearin' stuff. I c'n feel it. It's tearin' me up... hope I c'n keep this stupid goofy grin on my face long 'nough fer Rude not ta realize somethin's wrong...
Charmin'.
Been havin' those dreams again.
Why won't they fuckin' leave me alone?! I haven' had 'em fer at least a few months, an' suddenly I have two nights in a row. Hope I didn' make any noise... shit scared Rude's gonna hear somethin'. He hasn't said anythin' yet... maybe he slept through it... or maybe I didn' make any noise this time.
I really don' want another one. They're gettin' more real.
I c'n actually feel things now in it... s'not jus' seein' or hearin' stuff. I c'n feel it. It's tearin' me up... hope I c'n keep this stupid goofy grin on my face long 'nough fer Rude not ta realize somethin's wrong...