today i woke up at 3, felt pretty good. I got this feeling when i woke up, a feeling of just being alone and not talking to anybody. that is why i like closing ush. i dont get to talk to anybody most of the time, i just get to think alot and space out.I cant wait till i move up to projection, then i will really be alone and not talk to annoying ( Read more... )

well i guess today is gonna be pretty laid back day, even though i have to run every where to get what i need to do. the first thing i plan on doing is getting my god damn pay check from satans ass hole! then i guess me and joe or somebody is gonna run over to the court to pay off my tickets. then me and frank half to go to my house and dig through ( Read more... )

i called in sick today from work cause i didnt feel like working so early and it was not fair to wake joe up that early and take me.god couple more months and i get my carand my licsens. i get paid tomorrow, thats always nice. then one more payment to my ticket.im fucking bored right now and i dont know what to do ( Read more... )

last couple days been cool, i went to see garden state, good fun, go see it. hung out with joe, thats been fun. we could not find our bank in sabastepol and joe got pissed, fun times. when ever joes gets pissed it is funny, he makes it funny.paying off my bills, that is really a lift off my shoulders. that s basicly it. then i got to wake up at 9 ( Read more... )

cause i guess this is good bye........i'm sorry ( Read more... )

can you just tell me if it is over or not, just call or something, it would help alot.... dont take the easy way out

bye bye beautiful........

night everybody, i miss you sweety, talk to you later

what do i do? give me a little sign at least..........

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