i got a bad feeling about this..

[crimson_shadow]

theres so much i want to say but i dont even know where to begin. things that i want to say will either sound like im complaining and whoever reads this will either feel bad for me or think i should get the fuck over it. im right. i know im right. thats why i probably wont say half the things that are on my mind. but thats what this thing is for

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hope this makes it easier

[thinknomoreofit]

hey, i read all of that. and granted i cant say i feel exactly how you feel, ive been feeling along those lines for quite some time now. and as for georgia feeling like a vacation. well, im not sure when, but theres going to be a time when everything changes. and being here will seem like the vacation. im not saying that will be a welcome change, not yet anyway, but it will happen. and there was this credo i used to go by... i dont know why im bringing it back up, or if it will help but it goes as follows "were always so determined to convince ourselves that life wont work out. we always seem to forget that it just might."

the kid who will make everyone miss you
greg

Re: hope this makes it easier

[crimson_shadow]

hey greg, i know what you mean. cause i was thinking that if i come back in a year everyone will be gone anyways. and theyll be going through exactly what im going through. not necissarily will they be going as far as i am but still. the credo does help and i know eventually i will be fine. but it will be hard. but thank you for your words.

amanda

[ducttape_850]

it is my god given duty that we all keep in touch. i dont care how far away we all are from eachother once everyone is in college. i promise you were always gonna be friends. and you going to gorgia isnt making you any less of a friend than you are now. TEAM AWSOME for life mother fucker.

love
mattthew

[crimson_shadow]

dont let me down matt. you promise and im gonna hold you to that promise.

love
me

[ducttape_850]

actually you're right no one is going to give a flying fuck that you are gone. goodbye.
p.s. don't look back when you're gone no one is going to be looking forward to your return.

[crimson_shadow]

thanks love. <3