that artist "training" was useless.  I'm just excited to get to work at that facility for kids doing the mosaic and i'm excited to get that certificate at the end of the program.  i'm sure it was helpful for the art and music kids, but as a rec. therapist who also makes art and music, i didn't really learn anything new about how to interact with ( Read more... )

today is "cold"
we've made it to 50 degrees daytime
i wore gloves last night 
i stayed late at the library photocopying dinosaurs out of old books

i'm perpetually tired.  this weekend will be busy.

today:work/homework
tomorrow:8 hour artist training/b-day halloween party
sunday:8 hour artist training/dead milkmen show

monday: OFFFFFFFF  thankgod.  because ( Read more... )

THE WEEKEND ( Read more... )

Lula's theory.....is funny.

:he is so predictable
: he justt gets off on makin people think about him
: and he loves people who hate him
: but i just think he's really stupid
: and he's just like stu and brandon
: they like have a million little girlys they fuck with all the time
: and they're gay
: honestly i think he's gay
: deep down
: that's why he's ( Read more... )

jab's answer.  is a good one.

"And in the dark the screen glow caught her brown eyes, and she asked me, "Do you think it hurts to die?"
I didn't know, but I searched for a reply.
I'm sure it doesn't hurt.
How could it hurt more than life?"

whats with the strange happenings lately ( Read more... )

i was up until 3am.  on ebay.

today is my day "off".  no work or school, but i have so many things to do today i've been stressing about it all week.  i slept until 11ish.  i just woke up.  from a nightmare.

i should not go to seven eleven and buy 24ozs of coffee/hot chocolate and drink it before i go to sleep at 3am.  this is the weirdest dream i' ( Read more... )

school is creeping faster than i anticipated.  i have been taking advantage of distractions.  and now i'm FUCKED this week.  so much work.  and no energy/will to do it.  i still don't care ( Read more... )

right now philadelphia is 57 degrees. and my room is a furnace. my room is a claustraphobic furnace. i wore sweatpants to work today. and a gross shirt. and flip flops. i can't figure out what i'm supposed to be learning this semester. but they keep giving me homework. i had a pop quiz last wednesday. i haven't read anything. i have a quiz tomorrow ( Read more... )

i had a million things i was going to say.  but all i can think of is how i haven't gone grocery shopping in a little over two weeks.  and i ran out of food i like to eat six days ago.  i basically run on coffee.  and multivitamin vanilla rice protein powder.  im getting really sick of school.  its not interesting right now.  it puts a really big ( Read more... )