i don't  like jesus and i don't like cats ( Read more... )

i don't really know why i keep this thing.  i guess i kind of like the idea of it just hanging out wherever it is.  im pretty sure no one i know reads this and isn't that the point of a journal anyway?  its funny that people i don't know read it...what a strange picture it must paint of my life.  oh high school, what a strange time.  its going to ( Read more... )

so reading this thing is like a time warp.  2001?  holy shit.  so i've had this thing floating in (cyber)space for a good 7 years ( Read more... )

i'm not going to make it to fall semester. i'm sad/dissapointed. i dont want to be in college any longer than i need to be- most kids at school r already on the 5-6 year plan. i've only made it 1. ouch ( Read more... )

i am awesome. i am the sex. i rock. i am rad. i'm so fucking hardcore. i'm so scene. i tease my hair and i go to shows. woot. woot.

people are dumb.
the world is a lame place.

i got in to columbia....i thought i would be more excited. i think i'm kinda dreading it though...or maybe just anxious. oh well school doesn't start until the end of september for some weird reason. i hope people visit me when i move out. or its gunna be a lonely life in the city ( Read more... )

cornerstone. fun. loud. very very hot. tent collapsed in rain and everything got wet. made a trip to laundrymat and waited...and waited....and waited...and then folded. got to see many bands play good shows. many new bands to explore. many new people i met. had fun. got some color to my overly white body. spent lots of money. got lost ( Read more... )

......I dreaded my hair two weeks ago. I think this is the grossest thing i've ever done to my hair. It's so itchy...i haven't washed my hair for sooooo long ( Read more... )

cought in the middle of emotions i thought i'd thrown away. fear starts trickling back.....i cant decide which way i want it. Somethings got to give though because otherwise i would be a bitch. Love is such a strong word. It will cut you like glass and i prefer not to be sliced. Too many strings too little time. Im working on expanding life ( Read more... )

today i do not want to work. i have to get my pictures developed from prom. i need to find a belt with snaps by the buckle. ok maybe not need....but really want to find one. i need to save money for a tattoo. i think i want to get my tongue pierced but i'm not down with the swelling factor. i really dig my new belt buckle. fox shopped for ( Read more... )