well i was at faire the entire weekend and let me tell you what.... i could have gnawed my own legs off if i knew they would have stop hurting so much. it was only bad on saturday... today was ok though. i met a really cool person there, thats really cool. he helped me forget why i was trying to hide from people half the time. it did suck without ( Read more... )

so i should be sleeping right now, but as it seems to be becoming more normal... anxiety attacks don't leave so easily. i thinkonce i get out all of my frustrations, they'll lessen, but who knows when that will be. theres alot of confusion and anger and love to send me strait into a coma, it no wonder i'm still alive, though most of the time, i don ( Read more... )

why so many songs you ask... well okay, i'll tell you ( Read more... )

This is my letter to you ( Read more... )

"Pretty Girl ( Read more... )

I'm a junkie ( Read more... )

my mind's wandering ( Read more... )

You're always tellin' me to go out more ( Read more... )

"I would like everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less.

Ask me anything you want, and I will answer.

Then I would like for you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything."

so fair started on saturday, and theres already drama.(i knew there would be but not this soon.) the first day fair got flooded and we all went home early, i was happy about that, i was kinda numb from the cold. i ran into my x, though i knew it would happen, i wasn't prepared for it. he was really cool with me, he said hi and gave me a hug, that ( Read more... )