Comments | crimsonkure: “He who lives in harmony with himself lives in harmony with the universe.”

crimsonkure

“He who lives in harmony with himself lives in harmony with the universe.” - Marcus Aurelius

Mar 02, 2009 16:57

Well, this weekend brought about some surprises both good and bad. The good would include an increased feeling of solidarity in my relationship as well as the lingering doubts I had fading into the night. The bad would be old friends attempting to pull tricks that should have been forgotten once we left school ( Read more... )

dinner surprises, anko, las vegas, ryuzaki, asuma, house stuff, jean, mustang

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deviantcommand March 2 2009, 22:36:38 UTC

Contrary to popular belief, I did invite Asuma because I actually missed the bastard just like I've missed having you around, anything else was strictly coincidental or a figment of your overly paranoid mind. That and while I didn't mind so much playing the third wheel with you two, Pretty Boy and you are an entirely different entity. I would have been uncomfortable and I hate that.

As for Mustang, I did ask his opinion on which route we would have to take. After an unsatisfactory answer, I just made the decision for him ♥

crimsonkure March 2 2009, 22:41:07 UTC

I'd have an easier time believing that if you had taken the minute out of your day to call and ask me if it was all right for you to invite him. Don't play dumb with me, Anko, you had to know that it wouldn't be nice or easy for either myself or Havoc for you to show up with Asuma. Also, it can't have been all that comfortable for Asuma either. You could have said something instead of creating a tense situation for all involved, but then again when have you ever avoided doing what was uncomfortable for everyone but you?

I saw that, and you wonder why there's always so much drama surrounding you. Could it be due to your never choosing to actually compromise?

deviantcommand March 2 2009, 22:48:53 UTC

Would you have rather me set up an evening with just you, Asuma and myself? With your current tone I doubt that would have showed up, and dammit just because you guys are all idiots does not mean that I should have to suffer too. Dating, dead, whatever in the hell have you, we all used to be friends at the very least. Just because you've got someone else now, you're so quick to forget the rest? If it's that easy to toss aside I guess I've misjudged you.

I can compromise as much as anyone else around me. Sadly most of them are just as blockheaded as myself and it's just a race to the finish. No one is asking you to be my conscience or my clean up crew, you know.

crimsonkure March 2 2009, 22:53:38 UTC

You could have easily done that, and I would have gone. I have no reason to avoid Asuma, he and I have spoken and are willing to let the past be in the past. And much as you might not like it Asuma and I are in the past, not by my choosing either. I have worked through that, and he and I are trying to be friends - we didn't need you around to make that happen. I set up an evening to try and introduce you to someone important to me now, which looking back on I guess was stupid of me. Why should I move on when you so obviously can't?

No Anko, you never could compromise. This is just further proof. Still, you make a good point when you say nobody asked me to. I was trying to help, which never worked in the past either.

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mistersamurai March 2 2009, 22:36:40 UTC

I'd still suggest alcohol. Makes things easier.

crimsonkure March 2 2009, 22:42:00 UTC

Oh, it definitely does. However, I'm not the only person living in my house and I'm attempting to respect that.

mistersamurai March 2 2009, 22:54:16 UTC

It doesn't have to be at home. That's what bars are for.

crimsonkure March 2 2009, 22:56:22 UTC

This is true. And yet, I know how I get when I drink and stumbling home three sheets to the wind gets old fast.

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luke7lawliet March 2 2009, 22:39:13 UTC

I am not so very critical of that, am I?

I have read that it is important to try to accept people as they are. I am learning with Michelle, since it is very different from other girls... I noticed this the other day.

crimsonkure March 2 2009, 22:43:26 UTC

You're not as bad as you could be, I'll give you that,

It is important to try and accept people as they are, however some people enjoy making things difficult for all involved for their own amusement. What's did you notice different about Michelle?

luke7lawliet March 2 2009, 22:50:48 UTC

From what I recall of Kankuro's videos... women have certain... parts... and men have other parts. I can attest to that, being myself a male.

Michelle has every part.

crimsonkure March 2 2009, 22:55:08 UTC

Ah, I see. Well, that's interesting and probably not what was expected at all. Perhaps we should contact the company to see how that happened?

I can see how that would be confusing as well.

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nicotinebullets March 2 2009, 22:56:48 UTC

I didn't know being patient could win me a vacation, but hell, I'll take anything to take time off with that she-devil on the prowl.

I'd like to see Mustang nail her to the wall, just for kicks.

crimsonkure March 2 2009, 23:00:36 UTC

Being patient can win you lots of things if you play your cards right, and all things considered I had no idea that her arrival would bring anything like this.

I'd much rather not be around for the bloodshed. I hate being caught in the crossfire.

nicotinebullets March 2 2009, 23:06:15 UTC

It's okay, we got out of it alive and I don't think it was sabotaged that badly that anything changed. I just kind of kept staring at your face, hoping that you'd actually drag me out to the car.

I'll let you know beforehand if anything happens like that.

crimsonkure March 2 2009, 23:11:40 UTC

We did, and you're right. I wish I could view things from your perspective, it would be so much easier. You have no idea how badly I wanted to, really.

Thank you, I'd appreciate the warning. If I knew for certain that it wouldn't get in the way of my work I'd give Mustang my office.

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