Comments | crimsonkure: “Loss is nothing else but change, and change is Nature's delight.”

crimsonkure

“Loss is nothing else but change, and change is Nature's delight.” - Marcus Aurelius

Mar 29, 2009 14:49

It seems certain decisions got made for me without my input, and I'm not sure how I should feel about that. Havoc got transferred to a completely different jurisdiction, outside of California. Nobody will tell me where, or what he's doing now. I suppose it's for the best, although I can't stop this profound feeling of loss over the way things ( Read more... )

always the last to know, sad events, missing havoc, single again, bye havoc

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Private luke7lawliet March 29 2009, 20:39:39 UTC

If you are upset with him, and if you want me to, I can create a great deal of trouble for him.

Private crimsonkure March 29 2009, 20:46:56 UTC

I am upset with him, I thought we were going to attempt to work through things. However, he made his decision and it would be petty of me to use your skills for that purpose.

Re: Private luke7lawliet March 29 2009, 21:03:00 UTC

It would be easy, though. Like setting up a game of chess.

Private crimsonkure March 29 2009, 21:19:22 UTC

I'm sure it would. If you'd like to then go for it, however don't be too rough.

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dexterous_fake March 29 2009, 21:17:41 UTC

Distractions...I'm good for those.

crimsonkure March 29 2009, 21:21:59 UTC

Really now? Well, provided your girlfriend doesn't mind maybe we can go out for drinks again sometime.

dexterous_fake March 29 2009, 21:39:33 UTC

I don't mind. I promise I'll do no more than look. Haha.

crimsonkure March 29 2009, 21:40:59 UTC

That's nice to hear. So, when would you like to go out?

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crimsonkure March 30 2009, 00:01:41 UTC

I was angry for a little while, now I'm just hurt that he felt this was the best way to handle it.

This is true, it was nice of him to clear the way for that.

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crimsonkure March 30 2009, 00:28:01 UTC

Everyone can be a coward, Mustang. I just figured I deserved a little warning.

If wishes were fishes we'd have sushi for days.

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deviantcommand March 30 2009, 16:04:02 UTC

I swear I had nothing to do with his transfer. The bastard was even beginning to grow on me.

But yeah, just had to throw that out there.

crimsonkure March 30 2009, 17:22:33 UTC

I didn't think you did, actually. Getting someone transferred doesn't seem as fun for you.

Still, don't think this clears a path to Asuma. I doubt anyone would want to play insta-family anyway and it's not good to force myself to move on this quick.

deviantcommand March 31 2009, 03:53:50 UTC

Glad you know that. Don't put it past others to assume though, knowing how we were.

Didn't say a single blessed word~ And I think your wrong on the insta-family, but glad you're thinking things through before leaping into anything else.

crimsonkure March 31 2009, 03:56:42 UTC

People can assume whatever they like, so long as they know that if they bring it up they'll get hit.

I know you didn't, I'm heading you off at the pass. I'm not going to lie, my first instinct was to go drown my sorrows, however that wouldn't be smart.

miss_fierce March 30 2009, 19:38:45 UTC

Hey, come over. Got a nice fancy pool over here. Gorgeous views. It's actually sunny without being obliteratingly hot.

Come on. Let's encourage new wrinkle growth and prep for summer! Bring Ryuzaki. The hottub should be safe enough if he doesn't swim and I can turn the heat down on it so it's not too warm for him.

crimsonkure March 31 2009, 00:11:08 UTC

That sounds lovely, I'd love to. I'm not sure how Ryuzaki feels about swimming but I'll ask.

I love the sun, I don't care if it's bad for my skin!