i realized there are no entries for april yet.. so i figured i'd stop being lazy and post something. i've actually had a couple adventures since the last few posts, some pretty interesting ones. i went OUT OF TOWN, YESSS!! so who cares if it was just a spurr of the moment road trip to niagra falls. planned 0 days in advance, and successful. oh yeah ( Read more... )

and that is the color of MY room. w00t XD well, its still in the works but maybe sometime in the next century i'll move in, one can always hope. but the point of this is i spent my sunday with none other than the only guy who would put up with me for 12 hours. and guess what we did? no not that, you sick minded freak of nature. i mean.. err.. i ( Read more... )

from now on, i'm going to try something new..

i've finally made up my mind. i guess i had a lot of time to think about it the past 2 days; no real distractions when you‘re grounded and your boyfriend‘s out of town, ha. i realized i'm not who i want to be, and that only i can change my attitude to be the person I wish I was. I had an intense convo ( Read more... )

wow, this weekend passed by reeally quickly. all i remember is that friday chris came over, we watched ever after, and saturday through tonight went by in a total blur. who knew i'd be so incredibly happy when i came home today from my girl's bday sleepover.. who knew ^^

oh yeah.. you might want to have a cable/DSL speed internet connection to see ( Read more... )

i am pissed.

c'mon c'mon
With these ropes I tied can we do no wrong
Now we grieve cause now is gone
Things were good when we were young

With my teeth locked down I can see the blood
Of a thousand men who have come and gone
Now we grieve cause now is gone
Things were good when we were young

And no this day these deepened wounds don't heal so fast ( Read more... )

it feels really wierd when lots of things are happening to nearly everyone around you, but nothing bad happens to you. when lovers break up.. or have problems.. or find each other.. but your life is actually uneventful, and you're incredibly happy about that. wow. i never thought i'd look at myself and my relationships and be content with what i ( Read more... )

i just got about 17 hours of sleep. it's sunday morning and i'm freezing cold, sitting at the comp instead of being in church. i'm drinking now-lukewarm herbal tea because i forgot about it while i was checking my lj stuff. i just spent an hour thinking about what happening since friday.. and processing it over in my mind like 50 times. that led me ( Read more... )

its almost february, w000t. one month closer to warmer, more uplifting weather here.. i can't wait until spring, much less summer =] wow i've never gotten this excited merely about weather. i guess when you can look forward to spending quality time with living, breathing people instead of a computer screen you can be as happy as possible.

friday i ( Read more... )

because even though we got a crapload of snow and cold (so what else is new) i spent a lot of my weekend with my favorite people ever (obviously, since you guys are reading this ;) so what could you possibly do with you boyfriend, his best friend, and his best friend's girlfriend who's also your close friend and a house to terrorize? (yeah that ( Read more... )