OH
MY
GOD

this is my public apology for last night.

fuuuuucccckkkk

i just fucking washed my written journal
from my entire sophomore and junior year
in my laundry! what the fuuuckkk?! aaah!

last night i decided to drive down to iowa city
(certainly not before debating it the entire day)
it was matty davis' birthday and he had a show
i drove down ALL ALONE and met up with brian.
not many people showed, though i did see brizzi.
long story short - im really glad i drove down.

when is everyone coming home for break?

ill be in sioux city for the weekend.
actually only until saturday afternoon.

you know.
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i really dont want to sleep alone tonight...

or ever, really.

im home. i know you want to hang out with me.

so far ive only seen brent, tyler and dara.
oh yeah and little john gibson and patrick.
i didnt go down to state drill team today.
i was convinced i was feeling really yucky.
then i took medicine and felt a lot better.

if anything fun is going on, let me know.
and just fyi, im here until january

i dont want to ever be in a relationship again.
though making out is totally cool with me.

criticism go!

and now for a real entry...
you better fucking read it.

this past week has been the longest week of my entire life. hope arrived last saturday and left this morning at 6am. last saturday libby came up from groton and ryan came from beverly and we had a slippery floor sleeping party. aka get really drunk and sleep on the slippery tile floor. ( Read more... )

i think my email mightve died.

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