evervescent moonlight of the complicated soul (sequel to First Art)

[crimsonsamurai]

standing silent. moping. sulken. drearily drinking away the hovering emptiness. looking back through the light. living still in the yesterdays. comparitively better days. i awaken and apologize. ive been coming off somewhat rude. to those of you who have befriended me. in hopes of better outcomes. coming from this unprecise person. being really

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to happiness

[crimsonsamurai]

somewhere i can find the answers ive been blindly searching for.

i am too complex for my own good

[crimsonsamurai]

there are too many to list. some are dispursed among my poem and even throughout my journal. i cannot degrade my quests to limit just one. howecer the longest search ive been thirsting for would be 'Why am I so compelled with difference that I cannot be normal like other people?' and to what purpose in life does that ultimately affect. i have all this ability and potential hidden within yet i know not how to release or utilize it. i am kept hidden within the confines of myself.