Romance and Rambling.

[crimsonsparkles]

I have a boyfriend. Again. I know, I have one more often than not, but meh. I don't want to hear how I should be strong on my own. I'm fine on my own. I just like being taken.

Anyway, his name is Eric, and he's tall, sweet, and for now, mine. We met at a con last year, he came out for the same con this year, and we hit it off. We've talked in

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[kagekunoichi]

@_@ Quick. Quick. Polyandry. I'm kidding but polyandrous marriage! BE THE MATRIARCH

[crimsonsparkles]

I honestly am alsmost starting to think that's the answer. But that may be because I'm a freaking attention whore.

I remember what you went through. Are you still happy with the choice you made?

I agree. Why must things be so complicated.

[kagekunoichi]

It's not that you're an attention whore it's that you've a lot of love to give and society says you can only give it to one person. @_@ Which means someone might end up on the short end. And that sucks.

I am. I barely talk to the second guy that asked me out, I think he left school after that semester...and as for my ex wanting to get back together, hahahano. It bothers me that I have any trace of feelings invested in him past being a friend. I'm not saying I still like him, but that those nerves are a little more...conductive? My emotions flare up a lot where he's concerned. Mostly being pissed at hearing whatever he's doing, though sometimes I think I'm getting the protective feeling for some situations.

It might be because our relationship, while it ended quietly and well-ish, ended in a REALLY emotionally charged period, one that has pretty much permanently changed both of us (I'm talking circumstances outside our relationship mind you).

See?

COMPLICATED T_T

[elk_kun]

In my defense after we broke up I reverted back to focusing on work because quitting one job to spend more time together worked so well for me. I really dont need anyone in my life im fine being by myself you just made life a little more brighter.

[crimsonsparkles]

I didn't know that you were leaving one job to spend more time with me. I wasn't told that, and how would I know that otherwise.

I know you don't need anyone.

I do miss you though...