Comments | crimsonsunday: all I can be, get over it

crimsonsunday

all I can be, get over it

Nov 19, 2005 00:43

I'm not a paint by number portrait. I don't know how to be a friend, a daughter, or a girlfriend. I'm a ridiculous emotional roller coaster and that's all I can be. I'm average, I'm lame. There is no mystery to me. I'll always be me. I'll make you feel like I am your kindest confidant, and then stab your back when you turn away. I'll kiss you and ( Read more... )

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crimsonsunday November 20 2005, 07:05:54 UTC

thanks. Sorry for being a bitch all the time. I'll work on it.

oh_dissonance November 19 2005, 20:09:22 UTC

Well we certainly have alot in common. I could relate to you in a number of ways. I'm not sure what makes people how we are, and so confusing, but I do know we can control it. I too, would NEVER want to end up like my mother. She is the worst person I have ever met. I thought I would just turn into her, because my sister already has, but then I realized that is jsut the easy way out. To follow after the only thing you know. Well I, myself are not going to let that happen. And as much as people tell you they will help you so you don't turn out like that, no one can really save you but yourself. And I don't find you insane at all, ahha, I saw myself in alot of this. There's nothing you can do about what happened in the past, but the options are endless of what you can do about the future. You won't be able to change how you feel about things, and the way you act, until you find the source of what is making you feel/act that way. And that is such a hard thing to do, but it will be so worth it in the end.

i love you nadia. good post.

crimsonsunday November 20 2005, 07:08:02 UTC

Thank you so much. It's nice to know someone can relate. You are right in so many ways, I have a lot of work to do and a lot of self improvement. It will be worth it, I just have to cling to the people around me that don't hurt me. I'll always be here to talk to you too!

oh_dissonance November 20 2005, 09:28:00 UTC

deal :)

sonofawookie November 20 2005, 00:02:28 UTC

i love you to death nadia... you will not die alone cuz i'm always here for you :) i care too much about you to let you die alone!!!!! your personality is so great... at least to me you are perfect!!! i love everything about nadia... from her adorable clothes to her amazingly beautiful eyes that glow at me every time i see you! i know i can never have you as more than a friend cuz you have somebody and i am waiting on someone... but you always have me as anything else you want.... cuz i'm always here to cheer you up when something bad happens in your day... never wait to call me cuz you can be sure i'll pick up the phone and do everything humanly possible to make sure that you are ok :)know i will never treat you like a meaningless piece of property... and let no guy make you feel like you are.... cuz you are far from meaningless... i look up to you in so many ways in life.... i honestly think you are perfect in every way i know about you :) just be yourself and never change for anyone.... love you so much more than you know nadia

<3

crimsonsunday November 20 2005, 07:08:44 UTC

Thanks hun. You definitely apply to the portion of this post that talks about people being sincere and loving to you when you have never deserved it. I will always be here for you too.

__toast November 20 2005, 00:55:20 UTC

hahaha this is as intense as my "just a crush" song we all tried to write, and you guys too, thought i was crazy. whatevaaaaaa i lovey and i know exactly what you're saying.

1203lastgoodbye November 20 2005, 23:33:57 UTC

Nadia, i know we havent been as close latley as we used to be, so i guess i dont have the right to say that ive always been there for you, but i remember those times we had and they were some of the best in my life, i dont know if those were sincere, id like to think it was but ill always love you for relating and helping me through those rough times in my life, so thanks you and call me when your feeling bummed

love spencer

ps who gets on live journal anymore? haha

__toast November 22 2005, 00:37:42 UTC

I DO!

come play. where have you BEEN?

crimsonsunday November 22 2005, 02:36:23 UTC

I know you were sincere, and I know those times we had were absolutley amazing! I will never forget you even tohugh we are reaching the inevitable time where you grow up, our age gap seems to increase, and my high school self is so young compared to your college self. I seriously couldn't have gotten through everthing without you! I love you!