Confused, lotsa mixed feelings. Holding on to things of the past and trying to let go. Wanting to move on and try new things. Never feeling completely content. Then again I am very happy! Some things are amazing. Ahhh gay entry ( Read more... )

Last nite was so fun! Hanging out with Kirk was of course amazing until he had to go home ( Read more... )

1/2 days, ineresting. School kinda sucked today, I felt like crying at several points during the day. It got way better after. First taking the stuco pictures at the clubhouse in the inferno. Then going to paradise bakery and seeing people we knew there and being completely confused. And then sneaking into the clubhouse with Lindsey and getting ( Read more... )

      Spirit conference was INSANE! The highlights was when that big black guy told me to "shut the hell up." And another was defenitely when Carter depantst (spelling?) me in front of the whole group! Everyone finally got to see my beautiful boodee. But the BEST PART was when Lindsey was waving her arms in front of everyone like she never fails to ( Read more... )

"All you have to do is just surrender ( Read more... )

I feel I need to apologize to all the people I have hurt lately. I bottle up all my pain inside (depression, inferiority, longing for the past, anger, resentment, ect.) and I vent it on the wrong peolple at the wrong times. I ignore people because I don't want to talk to anyone and they feel rejected. I apperently send out mixed signals like mad. I ( Read more... )

Not sure what to say. I am the luckiest girl on earth. Forgive me for always hesitating.

"I've got a perfectly and normal heart
Bruised and broken from within
At times I don't know how to start
To let you in here"

"Somebody please call the surgeon so u can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart"

I can't do anything right. I ALWAYS jack things up...

Today was fun. Ryan and I worked out and I lifted weights!! I wanna get mary-kate and ashley skinny. Ya rite hahaha. That'll happen. I've tried to be annorexic. Doesn't work.

Aubree and I are bored as heck. Hmm. the one nite we don't hang with the skyline boys, we are LONERS! Should we take this personally?

Aubree is dancing how the girls in the ( Read more... )

Aubree is smackin it up as we speak....

If I had a few phrases to define aubree, this would be it....

Aubree

Aubree is Japanimation. It is creepy. Aubree smells like roast beef. If Aubree could do Britney Spears in any place, it would be her bottom. I like Aubrees.

"I have an Aubree in my panties!?"

Oh dearest we love her anyways......

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