One minute I am in a good mood, the next, I'm not. I don't know what it is. Possibly the thought of why I am even here? Where am I going with my life? My body feels empty. There is something missing and I can't figure out what is wrong. I don't feel one minute the next I will. My emotions are really messed up. The stupidest thing could make me go ( Read more... )

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This weekend was amazing. It was the best weekend I have ever had. I wish it was that way everyday, with her. In my arms everyday! I wish I never had to leave, I wanted to stay. I want to stay forever ( Read more... )

Ugh, I feel like this is going in a circle, love this needs to end. This is definitly the hard part in the relationship... this is the part I was telling you about, the part with alot of obsticles at the same time ( Read more... )

I dont know wether or not today was a good day or bad day. I mean it was my birthday... usually weird/stupid things happen. And well they did, I thought I wasnt able to talk to my love anymore. But I sort of still am ( Read more... )

I really really really... Really really miss Corinne. Bah I'm so lonely right now.

I dont feel good.

This sucks.

Waking up sick isnt fun. I can't breath, my throat is all messed up and it hurts to talk. Ugh... anything else gonna happen to me this week? Please get it over now.

I'm grumpy, I miss Corinne.

I really let myself go. I didn't realize I look like this. I really need to clean myself up, ugh.

ugh, waking up every morning is like a constant struggle between my mind and reality. If only I could remember my dreams. I bet they would be good ones. Ones where I am the hero, and the girl of my dreams(Corinne) would be with me always. My aspiration in life is a family... Thats what I want. I guess maybe its a little rare for a man to want that ( Read more... )

Ugh, I smell like coffee... I have a headach, and im grumpy!

I miss Corinne so much. Its all my fault.. ugh I suck.

I'm sure I'll get over it.

I love you Corinne.

Home, a silence between glares ( Read more... )