All I can say is being sick... ROCKS! *dies* Goddamnit, I feel so crummy right now. The one person that can make me feel 100% better, isn't really talking to me, and I can't find out why... life right now, is semi-aggrivating and crappy right now. I love you with all I have and more. I want you to be able to talk to me ( Read more... )

( Fill it out for me, please? )

BlackCrimsonRos3 (7:10:06 PM): I can trust you. Sometimes things seem so hopeless ( Read more... )

Everything and everyone seems so distant... maybe it's just me, maybe I'm being paranoid, maybe I'm just being bitter ( Read more... )

BlackCrimsonRos3 (10:21:24 PM): Got home from Michelle's, watched Napolean Dynamite. People say thats such a funny movie, but I didn't think it was, I want the last 2 hours or my life redeemed and I lost a shit load of brain cells ( Read more... )

I got the thing I wanted for Christmas! AHA! I am so excited! Took me 2 weeks to find someone who had one in stock. Argh, but I am so excited now.

I am in an amazing mood! Tonight I had probably one of the most sensitive talks I've ever had. I know who I want to be, I know what I need to do. Now it's time for me to go out there and do it. Even if I fail, I am going to walk with my head high and make failing look good! Hopefully I won't fail. But, ah. God, I am in such an AMAZING mood!

Okay. Here's my public apology.

I'm so sorry to anyone Michelle or I talked to last night. We honestly didn't know what we were saying, nor can we remember. We didn't mean anything we said. So again, we are very sorry. We won't do it again.

Just an update on a few things ( Read more... )

New Years actually kind of sucked for me... Michelle and I hung out for the first time in like... 3+ months... we had fun for the most part, but we found ourselves being deadly bored a lot... we had some heart to heart talks. Thats something I enjoy most, just sitting around and talking about serious things. Somethings that have been on my mind ( Read more... )