It's 7:30 in the morning. I can't sleep. My mind won't shut down, it keeps plaguing me with thoughts I don't want to think ( Read more... )

Why must she still consume my mind? Why can't I stop thinking about her? When will it end?

It's nights like this that make me wonder how long I can face this world alone. I fear I cannot keep going for much longer.

I'll be damned. Absolut pear vodka tastes exactly like a pear. I'm really amazed. Except for that slight burn, of course.

I'm so tired of the mask ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking pathetic.

This is it, it's my life.

I've never wanted it to be over more than I do right now.

Well that was about the stupidest thing I've ever done. Now I just want to die again.

It's really nice having another manager. I don't get Saturdays off very often ( Read more... )

Last night I started replaying an older Tetris puzzle game. Every time you create a single row line, it plays a BGM that says "single." So when you get going fast it keeps saying "single, single, single."

If I didn't know any better I'd swear the game was mocking me.

I don't talk about it a lot, because it's embarrassing as hell, but I'm a gatherer. I have trouble throwing even the stupidest shit away, due to either a theorized future need or an imagined emotional bond. I'm surrounded by piles of crap constantly. I try to keep it under control, but it always eventually causes me to not be able to get around ( Read more... )

I shouldn't be all sanctimonious like this after that last post, but I'm going to anyway because I'm annoyed.

If you live in the foothills of the rocky mountains, learn to drive in the fucking snow! If you can't handle it, stay the fuck inside ( Read more... )