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I so freakin called it in my entry below...

I got my period...

not only that...

but my cramps have officially "upgraded" to vomiting and nausea =*(

at first I thought it was because my jeans were too tight, but no; it's just my uterus punishing me every month. I now have to take ibuprofen and such to help bear the pain. as for the vomiting, I guess I' ( Read more... )

I think crying is a very good thing. it lets people know that you're human and that you have feelings. it's a good way to release all your frustrations rather than yelling or hitting something. it's also the best way to express yourself when you can't find the words to say ( Read more... )

I was reading my last entries and realized that I haven't really expressed myself in a while. guess it's cause I pretty much tell everything to Leahmay, Dion, and Craig (thanks!). I used to use LiveJournal to vent, but now I don't. shit, I don't even post surveys anymore; weird. I just haven't had the time lately.

When I think about how "busy" I am ( Read more... )

so here was my day yesterday...

woke up at 10 ish, took Dion to West Covina mall where he bought a Game Cube controller and 3 dvds, went to Best Buy where we bought a dvd each, picked up Martin, went back home, played Smash Brothers and Guitar Hero, Jeff picked us up to go eat at Kabuki, ate sushi ( Read more... )

although I complain A LOT, I'm actually pretty content about where I am in life right now.  yes it's true that a lot of shit happens to me, but it's only because I let it.  I have the power to fix things in my life, I just choose not to out of habit ( Read more... )

you freakin robot, show me some emotion ( Read more... )

I do a lot of things with mediocrity.  I'm not a good student, but I'm not a bad student.  I dance, but I'm not a dancer.  I write, but I'm not a writer.  I know how to cut hair and do make up, but I'm not a salonist.  this is probably why I had so much trouble deciding what to do with my life in high school.  I have the potential and the ability ( Read more... )

does the amount of time you spend with your significant other determine whether or not your relationship will last?  I know people who are too busy for each other and so they had to end it, but I know other people who are busy and who even live miles apart, but they are still together.  yes there is always the phone and text and instant messaging, ( Read more... )

I don't need my family for anything except for financial needs.  I can find better emotional support from a bum on the street than my mom or dad, or even my brothers.  relatives are much better at providing me with guidance and confidence and whatever else I need, but my parents, fuck that shit.

I do favor my friends more than my family because my ( Read more... )