There comes a time when you don’t have something for so long that is seems that you only ever had it in a dream, and it feels selfish to imagine that someday the dream will once again become reality. There are those things that we must realize we will never have again, the things we haven’t had yet and don’t know if we ever will, but are hopeful. ( Read more... )

so i was in the shower, and i was thinking about something, and i was like hm, I guess I'm in a mood to cut the crap and be really honest. and then i thought, why does that need to be a mood i'm in only sometimes? It's time for me to stop being so fake and go back to being real honest. Life is a lot better when lived that way I've discovered ( Read more... )

so i recieved a "nudge" informing me that it has been too long since i have updated my people on my life, and i agree ( Read more... )

i made it. i am alive. goodbye.
Merry Christmas!

I am going to germany. today. oh goodness.
It's been fun Vienna, but i will not see you again until the third...and then I'm leaving for gville on the fourth, so...farewell.

GERMANY!

I will miss you. and I do miss you.
thats all.

Lately, I've just been bursting with joy, and love, and life. I will be in Vienna in a week from tomorrow. so...you viennese beware! oh slirmdy! I have nothing else to say. I feel like i should have a lot to do, but i dont. thats all.
C-Jizzle

oh and also it snowed and it is beautiful. such a wonderful way to wake up.

so I'm about to go to sleep. Im leaving for greenville at 6:30 tomorrow morning...thats in about 5 hours. gross. break was amazing. My birthday was wonderful and delicious. Thanks everyone in the universe for callingme or texting me or commenting on various online sites. I felt real special. right now, my back hurts. I am going to mss home, but i ( Read more... )

I have 0823890239694356 different thoughts and feelings going on right now ( Read more... )

i smell like so many things right now ( Read more... )

ive been tagged online...not sure how i feel about that but here goes...! :-) (you can skip all this and read about my life a little ways down ( Read more... )