Comments | crispykatie: soft blanketiness

crispykatie

soft blanketiness

Nov 14, 2004 18:02

I am anxious as usual. Will this ever stop? I don't want to be responsible for my life. I mean I don't know what I want to do yet and I'm sacred to death of failing or being unsuccessful. Not just being unsuccessful, but being alone as well. I can't seem to put myself out there. I'm kind of afraid, kind of always afraid. I hate this. My mind doesn' ( Read more... )

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realworld2oo3 November 14 2004, 16:50:05 UTC

I love you and have faith in you. You can do anything you put your mind to ;-). If you apply yourself you can do anything. Wow I sound like a book of proverbs but its true

frizzipunk November 14 2004, 18:52:15 UTC

just as crushes were encountered in middle school and feelings of butterflies were inevitable, it passes. just as graduation seemed so far away as freshmen and now its the second year of college, it passes and time flies. i know that may seem scary right now but everything happens for a reason. i hate to sound like proverbs too, but im so stressed too about what i want. but, if things didnt happen the way they do, you would never learn what would happen if you took a different path. people take breaks in their career, fall into and out of lazy ruts, have huge highs on awesome things and whatnot. dont be sad, be optimistic. youll get what you realize you want :)

crispykatie November 15 2004, 07:57:08 UTC

I love you guys! Thank you for the fantastico advice.

atkorvn623 November 16 2004, 20:22:50 UTC

oh katie....how i miss you....and everyone else! I call and call but no one returns my phone calls. :( just kidding. but seriously, we need to hang out soon...because we're going through the same thing! i've been really depressed because I probably shouldn't be going to Canisius but I am! well time to study for a test that I'm screwed for. night darling. -Tommy

crispykatie November 18 2004, 07:03:07 UTC

Hey Tom I miss you too. We do need to get together. When does canisius get off for thanksgiving break? Maybe if I don't have to workt the friday after thanksgiving we can do something that day. I made a point of saying i didn't want to work that day but they'll probably schedule me anyways. We'll figure something out. I think there may be a few pumpkins left in my neighborhood ;)