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[crispykatie]

This is the most emotional time of my life so far. I feel so lost and I have no idea what I'm doing and I feel like everyone is so far away and I'm so far inside of myself. I feel like this feeling is never going to go away. I feel trapped in it. I know I have a lot to be grateful for, I just feel like something is missing and I can't put my finger

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sigh.

[bloodxred]

Yikes. Me too, actually. We can have a great big uncertainty party.

sugar that stings

[anonymous]

Katie, please please read this. I'm sorry I have to do it through the livejournal but you've shut me off, you won't answer your phone or call me back. I know you're very mad at me. what I'm about to tell you is No trivial bullshit Katie, because ME hurting YOU wasn't trivial, and don't lead your friends or more importantly YOURSELF to believe that you hurt me because it simply ISN'T true, and it isn't sentimental bullshit either, it's the truth. I wanted to apologize once again. Katie, I never meant to hurt you with that pathetic comment I said that Friday in the car, i didn't mean it and I regret saying it very very much. Since December 11th, I NEVER ever, wanted to be with anyone else but you, I told you that many times and each time it was sincere. that friday two weeks ago and that whole week I was an mentaly on the edge, I was irrational, I said what I said to scare you back into the relationship, honestly, I never meant it the way you took it. back then, I would have said anything to get you back but I realized what I said wasn'