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[cristalina]

i said this time would be different but it didnt feel like it

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you have to crumble some day

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the crumble is not a failure, it's a release. It's what makes you smarter when rebuilding yourself. you think i like explaining to people things that have been done to me? bad things, terrible, horrific things that nobody REALLY wants to listen to. Who said 'Ignorance is Bliss'. It's a favorite of the socity we live in, wanting bliss. I don't believe we'd had to do that to eachother. I don't want to be ignorant to what you've gone through, I naver wanted to.. if anything I tried to soften the load with an answer I didn't REALLY know word for word to questions of you. I never talked 'shit' behind your back, who ever said that was either jelous of us being together, or wanted you all to themselves. I don't see why you couldn't ask me instead of believing someone else. Even if it was Jeremy. He should have had the balls to say it in my face, but no.. He loved you and probably still does. Nothing is easy.. not listening, talking, sharing, bonding, being intimate, feeling safe, being happy... Anyways...it's too bad you beilieve in yourself