For Those Who Care

[cristalrose359]

What you read in this will probably upset most of my friends who read this. I’ll apologize now for that. But I have to write this and get it off my chest

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[onyx_nightscape]

My dear, I fold my hand, for now anyway. You are right, it is your life but I wish to you consider two things. One: I have stuck with you for six months at least 600 miles away through every breakdown you have had and some unnamed shit I won't mention here. I wasn't even in love with you at the time during most of that. Two: "But it’s still my life, if I want to fuck it up that’s my choice." Consider what is left of our crew Melissa. Joycelyn is a single mother now, Nicky is redneck, white trash whom is living with an asshole in that shithole I call my hometown, and Rich is married to a woman that treats him like crap and in our opinion he has no business with. Three down, two to go (You an me). I'm tired of watching my friends fuck up thier lives Melissa. I don't want either of us to end up like the rest of our crew back home. So I'm trusting you like I have done for several years now. You better know what the fuck you're doing for your own goddamn sake. Peace.

[cristalrose359]

I thank you for the concern. Honestly. And thanks for not simply shutting the door on me. I think I'm going to have a lot of people do that.... I'm sorry again for everything I've said in this post but I needed to say it. And don't think I anyone persuaded me in any way to write anything that was said in the post. I'm sure there's at least one person who will.

I don't entirely know what I'm doing but who ever does? I'm just stumbling through life like the rest of humanity. I'll say this though, I feel almost like I did with Steven when I'm with him. I said 'almost' because it's different somehow. And you know I wouldn't just cast Heather away from me for something petty. Dispite all the troubles between me and her she's still my friend and I love her as such. I just also love someone else right now.