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[cristoff_eleni]

Only a few days left until we go to New Orleans. Eva is very excited, she has been making many plans since we talked about getting married. I am glad she sang at me, I did not know it was important to her. Although I think she may have forgiven me finally for calling her Evalon while we were discussing it

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[_eva_c]

*comes in from the study and smiles at him*

Hey darlin', did you get what you needed from Anya?

[cristoff_eleni]

I did.

*waves at the bag on the table*

She also told me some disturbing news, apparently some who are singing are catching fire from it.

[_eva_c]

Yeah, Ev just told me the same thing.

Does Anya know why? 'Cause Ev sure as hell didn't.

[cristoff_eleni]

No, they do not know yet. A demon or a spell of some kind is about as far as I was told. Which means no idea.

Why were you talking to Ev? Did something happen?

[cristoff_eleni]

*looks confused*

Forgot to tell you about what?

[_eva_c]

That's what I was asking you.

*smirks a little*

Maybe something you should've told me, oh a few months ago?

[cristoff_eleni]

I do not know what you are talking about Eva.

*watches her smirk*

What is it you think I should have told you?

[_eva_c]

Um, how about that you have the bad plan gene?

Something about taking an arrow right about here?

*walks over and touches his chest where the arrow was*

And still thinking you're gonna take on the demons?

[_eva_c]

*looks incredulous*

Ok, how did it make you feel when I got slammed into a wall? Or when you saw me with the arrows and burns?

[cristoff_eleni]

When I was not sure how badly you were hurt, I felt like my insides were torn out. But knowing you were going to recover...if we didn't all die in the apocalypse...that was what I needed to know.

Well that and that the thing that hurt you was dead. I would have rectified that if it had not been done.

[_eva_c]

Ok, we're on the same page so far.

How would you feel if I told you I didn't care that I had been slammed into a wall, I survived that time so oh well, no big. And that I had no qualms about doing it again, if I live I live, and if not? Ooops, my bad.

'Cause that's kind of how I'm taking what your saying here.

[cristoff_eleni]

I do not mean it to sound so careless.

I will not seek out danger, I do not throw my life in the way of harm unless I need to.

But in this life, and especially in this place I do not always have a choice and I will not live worrying about the moment where it happens again.

[cristoff_eleni]

You see? You think you will react that way because that is how you have been told you will all your life.

This man does not know you like I do or he would not think that.

*smiles a little*

We are not fighting, you have not thrown anything at me yet so this cannot be an argument.

[_eva_c]

*looks up at him, frowning*

No Cristoff, no you really don't understand, do you? I know, right now, that if it came down to it? I wouldn't think, I'd leave and take you with me because I can not bear the thought of losing you like that.

*looks back down*

And then I'd have to live with the shame of being the selfish person that I am. Because nine times out of ten, I don't think, I just react and live with the consequences.

I'm sorry, I didn't want to let you see this side of me, but I guess it's better you know now rather than later.

[cristoff_eleni]

*kisses her forhead and makes her look at him*

Si khohaimo may patshivalo sar o tshatshimo, Drabarni, Te na khutshos perdal tsho ushalin.

Rinkini Drabarni.

And no, I will not translate it for you, you will live long with me and learn what I said for yourself. Romni...wife.

[_eva_c]

*smiles at him*

Ok, but you may have to repeat it again in a few years.

*hugs him tightly*

I don't deserve you, but I'm so grateful to have you.

*looks up at him and smiles teasingly*

You sure you still want to marry an emotional wreck like me?